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Acute Myelomonocytic Leukemia (AMML): Russ’s Clinical Trial Story

“A Clinical Trial Saved My Life”: Russ’s Acute Myelomonocytic Leukemia (Rare AML) Story

After 48 years of marriage, Russ was blindsided by Acute Myelomonocytic Leukemia (AMML), a rare diagnosis with few options. But a last-minute clinical trial offered a new path. Here is his story of love, surrender, and the “sweet spot” between faith and science.

Interviewed by: Taylor Scheib
Edited by: Katrina Villareal & Jeff Forslund

Russ’s story offers a view into the intersection of honesty, science, and hope. Diagnosed with acute myelomonocytic leukemia (AMML), a rare subtype of AML, after weeks of “just the flu” and crushing fatigue, Russ went from preparing for hospital discharge to learning he had cancer and being told he needed treatment that same night.

When he heard the word leukemia, he thought of death, yet in that moment, a surprising sense of peace set in as he focused on what it was and how to treat it.

The early days were chaotic though. Russ was turned away from one hospital because his insurance plan did not match their funding, forcing him and his family to pivot overnight to UCLA’s emergency department. There, amid what he describes as ground zero conditions in the ER, he endured hours on a hallway gurney, multiple tests, and a 12‑hour wait before finally being admitted to the oncology floor. Even as he grappled with a 7+3 chemotherapy regimen and spent 29 straight days in the hospital, he remembers mostly trying to protect his family as waves of shock rippled through them.​

Russ D. AMML

Behind the scenes, his primary care physician and his family were fierce advocates, pushing for answers and ultimately toward a newly developed clinical trial drug tied to his NPM1 mutation. Russ was too sick to participate in the decision, but his wife and adult children did the research and made the call to enroll him, a choice he says “saved my life.” He now calls himself the poster boy for the trial, still taking the pills daily and returning to UCLA for ongoing labs, doctor visits, and bone marrow biopsies.​

Today, Russ lives in deep remission and talks about inhabiting the sweet spot where faith and science intersect. He credits his family’s constant presence, the insight of his oncology team, and the existence of a trial drug that arrived just in time for him.

For others with AMML, he encourages surrendering to trusted clinicians, considering clinical trials seriously, learning about your biomarker, and allowing community, spirituality, and modern medicine to work together in the service of one more good day.​

Watch Russ’s video or read the transcript of his interview below to dive deep into his story:

  • How Russ’s acute myelomonocytic leukemia symptoms first looked like the flu
  • How insurance and hospital systems can create major obstacles, and the importance of having advocates who help navigate where to go next to change the course of care
  • Why clinical trials are not last-resort gambles—and how exploring them from the start is the reason he says he is alive.
  • How trusted loved ones and clinicians are essential partners in making sense of complex choices and next steps
  • Russ describes a profound transformation from shock and uncertainty to “deep, deep remission,” learning to live day by day in a balance of faith, science, and gratitude

  • Name: Russ D.
  • Age at Diagnosis:
    • 68
  • Diagnosis:
    • Acute Myelomonocytic Leukemia (AMML), a rare subtype of Acute Myeloid Leukemia (AML)
  • Mutation:
    • NPM1
  • Symptoms:
    • Flu‑like symptoms
    • Profound fatigue
    • Blood pressure drop
    • Shortness of breath
  • Treatments:
    • Chemotherapy
    • Clinical trial drug: menin inhibitor
Russ D. AMML

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This interview has been edited for clarity and length. This is not medical advice. Please consult with your healthcare provider to make informed treatment decisions.

The views and opinions expressed in this interview do not necessarily reflect those of The Patient Story.



Nancy and I met in a nightclub back in 1976… and we have been dancing for 48 years.

Russ D., AMML Patient

Who I Am

I’m probably most known for my passion for life. That extends to enjoying living, my family, music, and sports. I’m pretty passionate and can be moved by the things that I love and enjoy.

Our Love Story: Meeting My Wife in 1976

Nancy and I met in a nightclub back in 1976. I went to this nightclub with a buddy. I saw him dancing with a hot blonde while I was standing against the wall with a beer. I said, “Man, if he doesn’t ask her to dance again, I’m going to swoop in.” He went left, she went right, and I dashed right in and put my arm around her. I said, “Would you like to dance?” and we have been dancing for 48 years.

Russ D. AMML
Russ D. AMML

Knowing She was “The One” and the Secret to 48 Years of Marriage

I told her I loved her within two days. I was somewhat bitten by the “love at first sight” cliché, and it proved to be a good choice. We were engaged after two weeks.

Your love deepens as the years go on. It validates your early love, but then your ongoing love strengthens. It’s the recognition that you love her and you’re going to do what you need to do to keep that relationship going. That’s in light of mistakes, challenges, and difficulties, but also a lot of good times, a lot of laughter, and a lot of joyous living.

Your love deepens as the years go on. It validates your early love, but then your ongoing love strengthens.

Russ D., AMML Patient

Marriage Through Cancer: A Bond Forged in Suffering

My family all thought they were going to lose me, and I have a significant place in our family system. Never having gone through anything of this kind, it was such an emotional devastation to my wife and to my children. My wife stayed strong for my children. She was there for them, but she was there for me, too, and she was as determined as I was to see me well. We both felt like we had life to live.

I never winced once about having cancer. I never cried about it. I just said, “Okay, what have we got to do?” and my wife was the same, right there by me. Our love has deepened as a result of that. Love deepens if you allow it to, and our marriage and relationship are in one of the best places they have ever been in our lives. It is a bond created through suffering that is real and absolutely unbreakable.

Russ D. AMML, a rare subtype of AML
Russ D. AMML, a rare subtype of AML

Living with Fear, Gratitude, and “Self-Contained” Feelings Today

At times, I feel very self-contained. Not isolated, but within myself. I manage the fears and concerns, and I try to live and savor each day. At times, it is a little bit lonely because I want to be brave for my family and my wife. There are things I manage that I do not tell people about. If there were something really dire, I would. But there is this curiosity of a question: how long do I have?

I had a very rare form of leukemia with not a good prognosis, but here I am feeling as good as I could possibly feel. I am grateful for today. I will do the things today that I always do, and I will continue to beat the drum of being encouraging to others and being caring, seeing people, and being who I am. I definitely feel a bit inward and self-contained at times. It’s like nobody knows what I am going through but me. It’s a little tricky.

It is a bond created through suffering that is real and absolutely unbreakable.

Russ D., AMML Patient

My First Red Flags Before My Diagnosis

I had been at a local hospital for two other stays before I went to UCLA. We thought I had the flu. I was on the couch for a couple of days, but I wasn’t getting better. I had a lot of flu symptoms and fatigue. Then I had a real blood pressure drop, which was scary for both of us. We called our primary care physician and she said, “Go to the hospital.” I was in the hospital for the first stint. I’m sure I was a bit dehydrated. They gave me an IV, kept me under observation, ran some tests, and sent me home with no diagnosis.

Over the next three weeks, I knew something was wrong because I couldn’t walk from my car to my house without being exhausted. The fatigue factor was profound. I would lie on my wife’s lap and say, “I am so tired.” I was so down. My primary care physician had me take a blood test, and it came back with my white blood cells at about 40,000. She said, “Get right to the ER.” I went back, and they diagnosed me with acute myelomonocytic leukemia (AMML) at Providence. They diagnosed it, but they do not treat it. They told me I needed treatment that night.

I cannot tell you the sheer shock. It was surreal, but I felt this peace come over me that said, “Okay, we have to deal with this.” Meanwhile, it was like shock waves running through my family, and I was trying to maintain for them. The shock was real, but the main red flags had been flu-like symptoms and serious fatigue that ultimately led to the diagnosis.

Russ D. AMML, a rare subtype of AML
Russ D. AMML, a rare subtype of AML

What We Thought During Those Three Weeks Before Diagnosis

We didn’t think it was anything like leukemia. We knew something was wrong, but because I had been largely healthy throughout my life, we thought, “There’s something, but we will take care of it.” There was an optimism. It never dawned on us that leukemia was the culprit. Those three weeks were filled with questions: “What’s going on?”

I am a high-energy guy. For me to have fatigue was alarming to everyone. People were freaking out, asking, “What is wrong with Dad?” because I am usually high-energy. Our minds never went to the dire reality we eventually faced — nothing close.

I couldn’t walk from my car to my house without being exhausted.

Russ D., AMML Patient

A Primary Care Doctor and Wife Who Advocated Hard

My primary care physician was very much on top of things and advocating for me. She was in our corner and treated me with what she knew. When the blood test came back with the accelerated white blood cells, she said, “Get to the ER right now.”

It takes a lot to get me to go to the hospital. I tend to be a little bit too chivalrous or stubborn. My wife was also really urging me. She was consulting Doctor Google, researching and reading, and she did not like what she was seeing. It did not take much for her to get me going as well.

blood vials
Russ D. AMML, a rare subtype of AML

The Moment Everything Changed

That afternoon, I had already been in the hospital for three days, and they told me I was being discharged at 2 p.m. I was actually feeling better after they had treated me a bit. I was packed up and ready to go home. Two o’clock, three o’clock, four o’clock went by.

By 4 p.m., I asked the nurse, “We were supposed to be discharged.” She said, “The doctor has not signed the orders yet.” At 6 p.m., the nurse came into our room with a phone. The doctor was on the phone telling my wife and me that I have acute myelomonocytic leukemia and that I needed to get treatment right away by going to downtown Los Angeles and going to USC.

When the blood test came back with the accelerated white blood cells, [my primary care physician] said, ‘Get to the ER right now.’

Russ D., AMML Patient

That moment was surreal and mind-boggling. Nancy was very afraid, and so was I. We’re older, so when I heard the word leukemia, I always thought of death. I asked the doctor, “How long do I have?” It was like going from 0 to 100 — from just living life to, “What?!” A peace settled on me. I cannot say I was fearful. I was more asking, “What is this, and how do we get after it?”

I had no idea at that point that without the clinical drug, there wasn’t much of a treatment opportunity. We were caught flat-footed and knew nothing about it. We have an education now, believe me. My wife was very upset, unhappy, and concerned. We held each other, moved into the discharge process, went home, picked up a couple of things, and drove down to what we thought was USC Medical Center.

Russ D. AMML, a rare subtype of AML
Russ D. AMML, a rare subtype of AML

Telling the Kids and Family in the Middle of the Chaos

We went to that medical facility, which was supposedly USC, but USC had sold its building to a public medical group. It was not what we expected. My daughters came down, and I hugged them, but I was inside the building trying to get treatment and move through their process.

My wife handled the bulk of communicating with the entire family about my situation. That was brutal. She was a great mom and was there for them, but it was very tough. My youngest daughter was absolutely undone. She was worried I would not be there for her marriage. She had a serious boyfriend and feared I would not walk her down the aisle. She had a lot of angst, and her boyfriend, her fiancé, was seeing this for the first time and was overwhelmed.

My oldest daughter was emotional but very strong. My wife also had to tell my son, and he and I are very close. That was a tough conversation for both of them. The family had initial fears, concerns, and tears, but then it became, “Okay, what have we got to do here?”

When I heard the word leukemia, I always thought of death.

Russ D., AMML Patient

Insurance Rejection and Being Turned Away While Needing Treatment

I was in a back room getting tests, holding paperwork that the Providence doctor had given me. He said, “Show this paperwork and you will get admitted anywhere.” That wasn’t the case. I had to go through all these tests. I spent seven hours in that back room waiting and talking.

At the end of seven hours, a financial manager asked me to come into an area. She said my Medicare Advantage plan did not sync with their public funding, so they couldn’t treat me there. We went from 0 to 100, thinking we would go there and get treatment. We had prepared for that. Instead, she basically said, “You will have to leave. We cannot treat you here.”

insurance policy TOC
Russ D. AMML, a rare subtype of AML

I had already released my family to go home because it is about a half-hour drive from where we live. Around 11 p.m., I called my wife and my daughter Danielle and said, “I need you to come pick me up. They’re rejecting me because of the funding.” They asked, “What are we going to do?” I said, “Come pick me up. Let’s get a good night’s sleep if we can, and I will deal with this in the morning.”

I slept well that night, but my wife didn’t at all. In the morning, we called an oncologist whom Providence was going to connect us with. This doctor had never seen me in the hospital, but was on the phone. She said, “Go to UCLA and be really sick, because you are going to have to go in through the ER. Take your paperwork and go through their emergency room.” That is where we headed in the morning.

My Medicare Advantage plan did not sync with their public funding… They’re rejecting me because of the funding.

Russ D., AMML Patient

We Had to Pivot to UCLA

I knew nothing about a biomarker at that point. I was just trying to remember the name of what I had. I was not “AMML-ing” it very well. My oncologist at Providence had told me, “Pretend that you’re very sick at UCLA.”

We arrived and waited in a tent outside in a parking area and it was cold. When I got in, the UCLA ER looked like the ground zero of a battle. There were people everywhere, gurneys, IV drips — everything. I went through a variety of stations, and my wife Nancy and my daughter Ally came with me. At one point, I was really in anguish — or pretending I was — and really doing my best to make myself seem very sick. My daughter Ally asked my wife, “Is Dad really hurting that bad?” I pulled down my mask, looked at her, and winked, so she knew I was not that bad.

They told me they were going to admit me, but didn’t know when. They put me on a gurney in a long hallway with bright recessed lighting. It was like a traffic jam on the freeway — gurney after gurney wrapped around the building. I don’t even know how the doctors and nurses kept track. I received good treatment there; they checked on me, made me comfortable, and did more tests.

Russ D. AMML, a rare subtype of AML
Russ D. AMML, a rare subtype of AML

We arrived around 10:30 a.m. I was put on a gurney around 1:30 or 2:00 p.m. Eventually, they tucked us into a little side room where my gurney barely fit. It was more private because they knew they were going to admit me. A doctor came in and said, “This is what you have. It’s very treatable. You’re going to be just fine.” That wasn’t true, but we didn’t know that, and we took great comfort in it. She even prayed for me, which was very kind.

We sat in that small room until about 9 p.m. Then we were ushered into UCLA Ronald Reagan on the oncology floor. It took about 12 hours to get a room.

My care practitioner got me settled for the night, started a drip line, and I was attached to that pole for the next six months for the most part. It was a simple “Welcome, get in, and let’s set up what we need.” I told my wife she needed to go home. She was not happy about it. She spent several nights with me over time, though I’m not sure if she spent the night that first night.

They started testing in the middle of the night, so I got very little sleep. Providence had sent all its paperwork, so UCLA had a baseline, but they wanted to run their own tests. They did that through the night and into the next day, and they started chemo on the second day.

I didn’t know what a clinical trial was or how it would impact me… She said it would be very exciting if I qualified because of the NPM1 mutation.

Russ D., AMML Patient

First Time Hearing About the Biomarker and Clinical Trial Option

My first oncology doctor came to check on me and talk with my wife, my daughter, and me about the possibility of a clinical trial drug, of which I was thoroughly uninitiated. I didn’t know what a clinical trial was or how it would impact me. At that point, I had an IV pole with about 10 different bags running into me. I’m not a big pill-taker, and I had lost control of my life. All these choices were being made on my behalf. I was just along for the ride.

I remember her talking about this drug. I don’t remember her using the word biomarker. She talked about a mutation. That was the first time I heard anything about it. She said it would be very exciting if I qualified because of the NPM1 mutation. That was the first time my family and I heard it, but then nothing more was said for several days, until it actually got in motion.

I was in a bad way, dealing with the seven-day, round-the-clock 7+3 regimen. I had a rocky five or six days. While I was struggling, the clinical drug decision process was going on. My daughter and her husband had done a deep dive into the drug, and my wife had a close family friend with bladder cancer whose life was saved by a clinical drug. Between their research and that recommendation, my family moved toward the trial, even though others initially did not want me to suffer more after hearing about the side effects. My son and my other daughter relented, and we decided to go for it.

Russ D. AMML, a rare subtype of AML
Russ D. AMML, a rare subtype of AML

My Family Made the Clinical Trial Decision and Saved My Life

They saved my life.

We did not have any other option. This drug had just been developed a few months before my diagnosis, so we believed it was a God thing. If I had been diagnosed a year earlier, I probably would have been gone by now. My prognosis was not favorable. There wasn’t anything else.

I was grappling with trying to get through the chemo. I remember being shivering cold, never able to get warm, and being in and out of sleep with violent dreams. My vision became extremely blurry for a while, which was very scary. I couldn’t focus on anything, which was terrifying. I was wondering if I was losing my eyesight. While I was in that state, my family was discussing the clinical drug. It wasn’t something I could participate in. When they explained it to me, I said, “Fine, let’s do it.”

The two people running the trial came in and handed me the paperwork. I signed it while on my bed. From that point forward, I was taking two pills a day.

We did not have any other option. This drug had just been developed a few months before my diagnosis, so we believed it was a God thing.

Russ D., AMML Patient

Learning to Live Around the Trial Drug Schedule

I tried to get them to give me the pills at the same time each day. You couldn’t have anything in your stomach two hours before taking them and then an hour after. It felt like madness. I tried to get them on a routine: “I will have lunch, you come in at 4 p.m., give me my pills, and I will have dinner at 5 p.m.” It took a week to get them aligned.

At that time, I followed the timing rules very strictly. Now I fudge here and there. They have since told me they don’t know exactly what should be done regarding food intake, because food actually integrates fine with the pills. Waiting two hours before and one hour after may be overwrought. I was very fastidious about it then, though.

Russ D. AMML, a rare subtype of AML
Russ D. AMML, a rare subtype of AML

The Power of Family Support and My Goal of Being a Father

Our family is close. I love being a dad. My wife is an incredible mother. We have always had good relationships with our kids and loved raising them. All my kids and grandkids live within 20 minutes of us, so we’re always together.

I did not grow up with a father who cared about me or even talked to me. There was no connection between us. Becoming a father was a real goal of my life. A lot of people have goals of success. I wanted to be a father. I didn’t know how poor my upbringing was until I became a father myself. I dreamt of being a dad, and it came to pass. The greatest source of joy in my life is my family.

Them caring for me was very humbling. I was at UCLA for 29 straight days during that first stint. My wife, daughters, and son-in-law spent the night with me at different times. I had someone at the hospital every day but one. I was very focused on beating this and having life, and my family was the primary inspiration for that.

Them caring for me was very humbling… I was very focused on beating this and having life, and my family was the primary inspiration for that.

Russ D., AMML Patient

How I Think About Clinical Trials Now

For me, the clinical trial has always been a very positive point of reflection.

I came to understand how rare my cancer was and that there wasn’t much that could be done without this drug. Once we started, I never wavered about being part of it. I felt I was helping, and now a drug related to mine has become FDA-approved. The company that manufactures it has been gracious and kind to me because I was one of the first people to take the trial drug upon diagnosis. The FDA approval initially came for those who had relapsed, but they saw the drug work in me at diagnosis.

I felt it was a real privilege and I was very grateful. I told the company, “Anything I can ever do for you, I will.” I have done some speaking for them. I felt good about helping others, forwarding healing for people coming after me. When I reflect on it, I’m always glad to be part of it and willing to do anything I can to further healing for others.

Russ D. AMML, a rare subtype of AML
Russ D. AMML, a rare subtype of AML

Life on a Clinical Trial: Monitoring, Visits, and Bone Marrow Biopsies

After being discharged from the 29-day hospital stay, the clinical drug protocol required me to return to UCLA twice a month initially. The first appointment of the month was just labs. The second was labs plus a doctor’s checkup. That went on for seven or eight months. Now it’s once a month at UCLA, where I do labs and see the doctor at the same visit.

I also still get a bone marrow biopsy every 90 days. I just had one about a month ago, and everything came back MRD-negative. We are about six months away from the end of the two-year trial, so something will shift at that point, but I am not sure how yet.

I still take the trial pills. I used to take two pills a day; it’s now three pills a day and has been for six or seven months. I take them in the afternoon. With the first one, I say a small prayer of thanks: “Lord, thank you for [this drug] and that it has become FDA-approved.” With the second, I say, “Thank you for its ongoing efficacy in my body to bring healing.” With the third, I say, “May it always be potent, may I never die of cancer, and bless oncology.”

With the first one, I say a small prayer of thanks: ‘Lord, thank you for [this drug] and that it has become FDA-approved.’ With the second, I say, ‘Thank you for its ongoing efficacy in my body to bring healing.” With the third, I say, ‘May it always be potent, may I never die of cancer.’

Russ D., AMML Patient

Having Extra Eyes on Me

Being in a clinical trial means there are extra eyes on you — extra monitoring, extra visits, and extra biopsies. That hit me early, and I took to it like a duck to water because I felt it was part of my recovery. My wife and I have to drive down to UCLA on a major thoroughfare and fight traffic. It’s not always convenient, but my feeling is that we need to be the best patients, the most pleasant, and grateful people we can be. Let the eyes be on me.

I welcome that because it gives the team more data and information. It can help with this nasty disease. I jokingly call myself the poster boy for this clinical drug because I was one of the first to get it upon diagnosis, so they watch me very closely. I embraced my poster boy responsibilities.

Russ D. AMML, a rare subtype of AML
Russ D. AMML, a rare subtype of AML

What I Tell People Who are Considering Clinical Trials

If I were sitting in front of a group of people who might know something or nothing about clinical trials, I would start by saying: clinical trials saved my life. I am here today because of a clinical trial drug.

I would encourage you that if there is an available trial drug, do your research, talk with your doctors and caregivers, and seriously look at it as a means by which you embrace treatment that is the absolute best for you. I admit I have a bias; the clinical drug saved my life, so I am a strong proponent. Every person is different, and every situation warrants its own process, so do your process. But if you are going to lean in and need a little help deciding which way to go, I am going to nudge you toward the trial.

Clinical trials saved my life. I am here today because of a clinical trial drug.

Russ D., AMML Patient

Learning About My NPM1 Mutation

The process of discovering the mutation and biomarker was not discussed with me at the time. They did the tests and used the results to guide my treatment.

Later, one of the doctors in the entourage wrote everything down for me on a sheet of paper: the NPM1 mutation, some details, and clarifications. I still keep that piece of paper on my desk. It was the first time I truly understood anything. Up to that point, everything had been verbal, and it did not fully land with real cognition. That paper was a breakthrough moment for me.

It was also the day they told me I was in deep, deep remission. I had never heard of anyone being in “deep, deep remission,” only remission. My oncologist called it “deep, deep,” so I quote him on that. The paper is special because she took the time, on her own initiative, to write it out and make it clear to the degree a layperson could understand.

Russ D. AMML, a rare subtype of AML

It was a breakthrough moment for me to understand, and it was also the day they told me I was in deep, deep remission.

Russ D., AMML Patient
Russ D. AMML, a rare subtype of AML

The Communication Gap Between Doctors and Patients

It’s important to humanize all of this because there’s so much information being thrown at you. In my case, it was not backwards, but they knew what to do with me. They knew about the clinical trial and my mutation, which was reassuring.

However, there’s a disconnect between the medical field and patients. Medical professionals are so busy and consumed that they look for the shortest paths to communicate and fulfill their jobs. They take for granted that patients will understand information to a certain degree. There are rare doctors who make it simple, and that is genius: having tremendous knowledge but breaking it down so anyone can understand.

A lot of doctors do not seem to enjoy that part of communicating with patients. They may trivialize it because they’re focused on saving lives. That creates disconnect and frustration for patients and families. I’m not judging them; I respect their learning, work, and time. It’s just a reality. What helps is follow-up, like when a couple of nurses came back into my room to help me understand more. That was very valuable.

Genius is tremendous knowledge broken down so anyone can understand.

Russ D., AMML Patient

Keeping lines of communication with the care team open is crucial, but it’s hard for one person to hold all the information. My wife was so focused on me that she did not understand a lot either. My oldest daughter became an advocate, but she eventually had to drop off because she has a family and responsibilities. During that first month, she was all over it by helping explain, fielding conversations, and taking on discussions I couldn’t have because I wasn’t well enough. My wife was too concerned about me to shoulder it all.

It’s a reality that some doctors’ personalities are not geared toward the communicative side. Family members or advocates who can help digest and interpret are incredibly important.

Russ D. AMML, a rare subtype of AML
Russ D. AMML, a rare subtype of AML

Navigating the Future: Labs, Remission, and Living Day by Day

Now, I can read my labs and know what I am looking at and looking for. I understand the terminology regarding my biopsies. The future is not really discussed. I do not know how to discuss it, which is why I try to savor each day and enjoy it for what it is.

My primary oncologist has said one key thing: every day you do not relapse makes it more likely that you will not. As far as the future is concerned, I live on that. I do not have bad days. I have never been someone who comes home and says, “I had a bad day.” As far as I know, I am totally cancer-free. That is a good day. Whatever else happens is icing on the cake — and I like lots of icing, especially on carrot cake, which my wife is making for Thanksgiving.

Live your life in the sweet spot of faith and science.

Russ D., AMML Patient

There isn’t much dialogue about the future because it is unknown. My oncologist looks at me and says, “Russ, you’re doing good, man. Keep it up.” He is the director of stem cell research and training at UCLA. He did not push me in that direction, even though it would have been natural. He walked with me and watched me. He told me I had options, which many people do not have. He laid out my options but didn’t tell me what to choose. That was up to my family and me.

Living at the Intersection of Faith and Science

I live in the sweet spot of the intersection of faith and hope. You need people praying for you and a community around you. You want to consider spiritual truth to build your faith and strength to fight your disease.

However, do not allow faith to short-circuit your belief in science. A drug was made for me at the right time in my life that saved my life. God blesses great minds with creativity and the ability to do great things for their fellow human beings. Take advantage of that. Where those tools overlap, live your life in the sweet spot of faith and science.

Russ D. AMML, a rare subtype of AML
Russ D. AMML, a rare subtype of AML

Surrender, Trust, and “Letting Them Bake the Cake”

If I had one main piece of advice for people with AMML or cancer, the word that comes to me is surrender. Place your life in the hands of your higher power — your God, whatever you believe is larger than you and gives life. Surrender to the knowledge and wisdom of experienced doctors.

My primary care physician said to me, “UCLA has the recipe to bake the cake.” I have always trusted that they have the recipe, and they baked a cake for me. Surrender to God, surrender to the doctors, and embrace peace and savor it.

Another hard part is realizing your life is not your own. You have to accept that. If you try to micromanage every detail, you are not going to make it. I was an advocate to a point, and my wife and daughter were advocates too, but a lot happened because we trusted the wisdom and experience of the doctors. You can fight that truth or surrender to it. I surrendered, though it was not always easy.

Surrender to God, surrender to the doctors, and embrace peace and savor it.

Russ D., AMML Patient

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This interview has been edited for clarity and length. This is not medical advice. Please consult with your healthcare provider to make informed treatment decisions.

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Dr. Ross Camidge: I Have Stage 4 Lung Cancer

Dr. Ross Camidge: I Have Stage 4 Lung Cancer

World-renowned Lung Cancer Expert Shares His Experience Becoming a Lung Cancer Patient

If you look up Dr. Ross Camidge, you’ll see the incredibly extensive work he’s done in lung cancer research for over 20 years, fighting for his patients and for others. Lung cancer patient advocates have long described him as a true patient-focused oncologist who has devoted his life to saving lives.

Now he’s sharing that he is trying to save another life — his own — after becoming a stage 4 lung cancer patient. As a leading oncologist at the University of Colorado, Dr. Camidge has had to manage this seismic shift from physician to patient.

Symptoms began subtly, manifesting as shoulder pain and changes in his breathing, and led swiftly from a chest X-ray to comprehensive scans revealing widespread disease, including metastases to the brain and bones. Dr. Camidge’s rapid transition from observer to recipient of care highlighted not only the emotional strain but also the necessity of maintaining routines within his family. His daughters, then aged 10 and 12, became central to his motivation, their everyday lives anchoring him amid uncertainty.

Dr. Camidge describes his cancer as an “uneasy neighbor” — no longer cured, but not dying, responsible for periods of disruption and adaptation. His story is marked by determination to keep living fully in 90-day cycles, carving out time for new experiences and mentoring others in medicine and life.

Thank you, Dr. Camidge, for all you do for patients and for sharing your story to help others.



Interviewed by: Stephanie Chuang
Edited by: Stephanie Chuang & Katrina Villareal

Introduction: Dr. Ross Camidge

Deciding to Become a Doctor

I decided that I wanted to become a doctor at around 11 or 12. It was either that or a veterinarian, mostly because it was easier to examine dogs than people. But that changed somewhere along the way.

Medical school is an undergraduate degree in the UK. I started medical school at 19. I was a year older than most of my peers because I’d taken a year off to travel the world. Compared to America, we were all ridiculously young. I went to the University of Oxford for my first three years of medical school and then did a hard science PhD at the University of Cambridge. I worked in a lab for four years and came back to clinical medicine a little older and wiser.

The PhD had been a bit of a disaster, so I learned to deal with failure as much as success. I went into clinical medicine with the mind of a scientist but the soul of a physician. It was like doing an experiment where the person was the experiment: trying to make a diagnosis and intervening with treatment. Unlike those four years in the lab, I could show success in a matter of hours in patients like Mrs. Jones in front of me, and I liked it.

I was relatively socially awkward, but being a physician gave me the opportunity to talk to people. They would listen to me and I would listen to them. It was a social tonic for me.

Dr. Ross Camidge
Dr. Ross Camidge stage 4 lung cancer

I didn’t know when exactly I wanted to become an oncologist. It became fascinating after several years into my training, before I started an attachment in oncology. It seemed to combine skills I’d developed along the way. These things always appear to have a narrative in retrospect, but it was random noise at the time. Oncology had molecular biology, science, clinical trials, and a very strong interaction with the patient.

A diagnosis of cancer strips away the nonsense in conversations. You don’t talk about the weather; you get down into the nitty-gritty of someone’s life. Now we keep people alive for years, so it becomes a very close relationship, which I’ve gained from enormously and hopefully my patients have, too.

A diagnosis of cancer strips away the nonsense in conversations.

Dr. Ross Camidge, Lung Cancer Expert

Choosing Lung Cancer as a Specialty

You’re influenced by what happens along the way. I was training in Edinburgh, the capital city of Scotland. At the time, breast cancer had all the money and all the breakthroughs, but it was incredibly crowded — where the “cool kids” went.

Lung cancer was very common, especially among the working class in Scotland, and there was a huge unmet need. The patients were — and still are — the most wonderful because, for whatever reason, they don’t ask, “Why me?” They’re very accepting and humble. Many of them were smokers, which made me want to take a step towards them.

During that time, targeted therapies for lung cancer were being developed. I got a glimpse that molecular biology was going to go mainstream and that genes would become part of everyday oncology care. I saw the future: patients I liked, a huge unmet need, and exciting science about to happen. That’s why I ended up specializing in lung cancer.

Dr. Ross Camidge stage 4 lung cancer

There was a huge unmet need. The patients were — and still are — the most wonderful because, for whatever reason, they don’t ask, ‘Why me?’ They’re very accepting and humble.

Dr. Ross Camidge, Lung Cancer Expert

Life Outside Medicine: Humor and Personality

If my wife or best friends described me, I think the first thing they would say is that I have a sense of humor. Almost everything can be turned into something that makes me or someone else laugh. Even a trip to SuperTarget can get my wife giggling about whatever we’re talking about.

There’s fun in life. People are often surprised in my clinic because I don’t distinguish between me as Ross and me as a doctor. There’s a lot of laughter; it’s a great relaxer and leveler. Over the years, patients poke fun at me, which I love.

Do I have time for hobbies? I don’t have pastimes — no time that needs passing. As my health changed, I decided there were things that I at least wanted to try. Typically, I would work, spend time with my two teenage daughters, exercise, and occasionally cook. Like all men, I think I deserve a medal when I cook because I don’t do it often.

I am very clean with dishes — that’s one of my stipulations. I try to instill that in my youngest daughter, who likes cooking with me: you have to tidy up as you go along.

People are often surprised in my clinic because I don’t distinguish between me as Ross and me as a doctor. There’s a lot of laughter; it’s a great relaxer and leveler.

Dr. Ross Camidge, Lung Cancer Expert

Humor and Communication With Patients

My humor doesn’t usually involve jokes with a beginning, middle, and end, but my favorite, which comes from Christmas with my girls, is: Two snowmen talking and one goes, “Can you smell carrots?” You have to have the visual image.

The difference between a good joke and a bad joke is the audience; timing is everything. You don’t tell a joke immediately after giving a cancer diagnosis. The purpose is to remove stress and barriers. I don’t wear a white coat and I try very hard to remember the language I used before becoming a doctor. You don’t use big words or technical terms like Kaplan-Meier curves unless necessary. Communication is the goal and not to show how clever you are.

Dr. Ross Camidge stage 4 lung cancer

Communication is the goal and not to show how clever you are.

Dr. Ross Camidge, Lung Cancer Expert

Discovering the Diagnosis

Dr. Ross Camidge stage 4 lung cancer

My First Lung Cancer Symptoms

My mum, who was 90 at the time, came from Edinburgh to stay with us in 2022. As she improved, she insisted on returning to Edinburgh in May that same year. Around that time, I felt like I pulled something in my left shoulder after exercise, so I had a massage. The person said it was tight. It loosened up and then returned, but I didn’t think much about it. I thought I was just getting older.

Around the same time, I noticed that when I slept on my right side, my breathing sounded different. I was doing a two-phase exhale where there was a slight wheeze at the end. I wanted it to be asthma, but I kept wondering why it happened only on one side.

I tried my wife’s inhaler, which helped a bit, but I made an appointment with my primary care physician, who was a locum. He went down the asthma route, prescribed something, and said that if it didn’t work, we’d do something else. I said, “By the way, I’m a thoracic oncologist. Could we just do a chest X-ray?” He complied and I had the X-ray right away.

While I was checking my emails, the GP called and said, “There’s something on your chest X-ray; you need a CT scan.” As he spoke, I pulled up the X-ray and instantly knew it was lung cancer. There was a mass at the top of my right lung and a partial collapse.

I also saw dots in the other lung: metastatic.

I called my wife, who was with the girls on vacation, and told her not to worry and to go about her day. That same afternoon, I had a CT scan and saw that the cancer had spread. There was a mass in my right lung, lymph nodes in my chest, and bone deposits. I knew it was metastatic. A radiologist friend, who normally doesn’t interact directly with patients, called to tell me and apologized for the news; it was hard for her, but very touching.

Dr. Ross Camidge stage 4 lung cancer

There was a mass in my right lung, lymph nodes in my chest, and bone deposits. I knew it was metastatic.

Dr. Ross Camidge, Lung Cancer Expert
Dr. Ross Camidge stage 4 lung cancer

Scan Results

Saturday brought a PET scan and Sunday an MRI of the brain. The cancer had spread, with deposits in my brain, including the brainstem. The brainstem is only about an inch-and-a-half across, and I had a deposit about an inch wide — not compatible with life, yet there I was looking at it.

Monday, I had a bronchoscopy and a biopsy, performed by a friend; another friend, a pathologist, was present to confirm sampling. I didn’t pull favors; they just did this. From the chest X-ray on Friday morning to Tuesday morning, I knew I had a specific mutation, metastatic cancer, and the right treatment as an expert in the field.

Sometimes, when a patient passes, their family gives me unopened bottles of pills, which help others start therapy. Weeks before, I’d gotten just such pills from a patient’s family, which were the ones I needed, so by Tuesday afternoon, I started them. Later, I called the patient’s husband, saying his wife would be pleased we used her pills to start someone on therapy early — I didn’t say that it was me.

The GP called… As he spoke, I pulled up the X-ray and instantly knew it was lung cancer.

Dr. Ross Camidge, Lung Cancer Expert

Processing My Stage 4 Lung Cancer Diagnosis

Family, Emotions, and Planning

Having spent 20 years doing this, responding was automatic and professional, but reality would intervene. In the evening, my wife and I would sit on the stoop and cry, talking through what to tell the girls, who were 10 and 12. We wanted a plan with all the facts and treatment, so that the message was not a period at the end, but a dotted line into the future.

A week after the X-ray, we told them: Daddy has the same condition as his patients, he’s started therapy, and he’s on a pill. It’s not a cure, so the cancer’s not going away, but you’ve met some patients at fundraising events, and they’re doing well.

My eldest asked, “Are you going to die?” because that’s what teenagers say. It’s not a yes or no; it’s “Well, it’s not curable, but we’ll see how it goes. We’re not going to ask anything more of you; maybe I’ll ask for a hug, but your life stays the same.”

Dr. Ross Camidge stage 4 lung cancer

My eldest asked, ‘Are you going to die?’

Dr. Ross Camidge, Lung Cancer Expert
Dr. Ross Camidge stage 4 lung cancer

Reconciling Being Both Doctor and Patient

People say, “This shouldn’t happen to anyone, but especially not to you,” but I don’t think anyone deserves cancer more or less than I do. If anything, I know about it, so I can probably deal with it better. I think of it as taking one for the team. Less than a week in, part of my brain saw it as a privilege — a full circle moment of working on something and then literally walking in the shoes of my patients. I wasn’t angry.

In the first weeks, I’d lose control and sob uncontrollably, mainly thinking about my girls and the possibility of not having a role in their future. Dads are supposed to do certain things with their daughters. The feeling of leaving them vulnerable was hard.

Another thing that made me cry — and took longer to process — was when anyone was being nice to me. I kept the diagnosis close, but people reached out, and it’s hard to deal with others’ anxiety. I’m dealing with my own stuff; I don’t have time for yours. But you also have to accept kindness and love — not just give lip service, but actually absorb it, which is surprisingly hard.

Less than a week in, part of my brain saw it as a privilege — a full circle moment of working on something and then literally walking in the shoes of my patients. I wasn’t angry.

Dr. Ross Camidge, Lung Cancer Expert

Seeing Life Differently

Family Vacation

We had a vacation in the Florida Keys booked a week after my diagnosis, which was perfect timing. I had started targeted therapy, so we could go. Every moment and photograph feels different now because you have the concept that someone will look back on them and you won’t be there.

My wife was taking a picture of me and the girls in their bathing suits, giggling as I smiled and pointed skyward. It could mean, “This is my number one daughter, and this is my number one daughter, too.” Or maybe, if I’m not here, I’m pointing upwards so they know that Daddy’s looking down. Maybe that’s cheesy, but that’s what I felt.

Every moment and photograph feels different now because you have the concept that someone will look back on them and you won’t be there.

Dr. Ross Camidge, Lung Cancer Expert
Dr. Ross Camidge stage 4 lung cancer

The Girls’ Experience and Second-Line Treatment

The girls coped well. We didn’t burden them with every scan and bump. I’m a believer in minimizing cancer cell diversity — evolution needs diversity, so you want to minimize the palette. Even though the pill worked, I consolidated with chemotherapy, then radiation to all known disease sites, similar to what I would do for my own patients. Fatigue made me sleep more. The girls were fine and got used to finding me asleep on the sofa.

About 2 1/2 years in, an area progressed. I described oligoprogression as everything is controlled and when a weed comes up, you don’t panic, you just treat it. I had radiotherapy and thought to try another chemotherapy course for any microscopic disease, considering a new drug from a friend in the pharmaceutical industry. I discussed it with my oncologist, who was also a former trainee, and we tried adding this drug.

While some tolerate it fine, I had a terrible time. I had rash, scabs, couldn’t eat, lost 10-15% body weight, and threw up a lot. The side effects exaggerated those of chemotherapy, so I moved into the basement so the girls didn’t have to see me run to the bathroom as often. The oldest struggled, found it upsetting, and was polite but somewhat distanced. The youngest would sit on the end of the bed and tell me about her day, which was incredibly valuable — acting normal, showing I was still present.

I’ve recovered now. My hair has returned, I regained the weight — maybe too much — and I’m back to my routine of living 90 days at a time, which was the time between scans.

Dr. Ross Camidge stage 4 lung cancer

The youngest would sit on the end of the bed and tell me about her day, which was incredibly valuable — acting normal, showing I was still present.

Dr. Ross Camidge, Lung Cancer Expert
Dr. Ross Camidge stage 4 lung cancer

Maintaining Privacy During Treatment

For the first 2 1/2 years, privacy was easy. I only told my family, some close friends, and my medical team. I run the program. The surgeons didn’t need to know, but the radiation oncologists and pathologists knew.

When I told the team, I was a mess, but ended with three bullet points: treat me the same — if you were horrible, keep being horrible; keep the circle of trust — patients don’t need to panic; look after yourselves — it’s a shock for you, too. That worked until I had the bad reaction to the treatment, so I skipped conferences and kept the Zoom camera off as I felt so bad, like death with vomiting and constipation. I didn’t want my life to end this way or any public declaration to bring value. When I felt better in September 2025, three years after the diagnosis, I came out of the cancer closet.

I checked with the girls at a family meeting for their awareness. Beforehand, the counselor wasn’t sure the youngest had internalized what my diagnosis meant because she was 10 at the time. The counselor wanted black-and-white: Daddy is going to die from his lung cancer. During our family meeting, I used that line and everyone cried. Then, as teenagers do, they said, “What’s for dinner now?” Normality resumed, at least outwardly.

When I told the team, I was a mess, but ended with three bullet points: treat me the same… keep the circle of trust… look after yourselves.

Dr. Ross Camidge, Lung Cancer Expert

Sharing My Story: My Why

Coming out after three years had value. I could say, “You’ve interacted with me for three years, and there was value in that — you’ve been interacting with a cancer patient. Surprise!” I want to stand up and show that cancer doesn’t mean the end of value or end of productive life.

At conferences, I don’t need to be introduced as a patient — I just happen to be one. The goal is to let cancer become as much as a footnote in a speaker’s resume as diabetes — irrelevant unless germane.

Dr. Ross Camidge stage 4 lung cancer

I want to stand up and show that cancer doesn’t mean the end of value or end of productive life

Dr. Ross Camidge, Lung Cancer Expert
Dr. Ross Camidge stage 4 lung cancer

What Patient Advocacy Means: Perspective Shift

People want this Hollywood story: a terrible physician becomes nice because of cancer. I don’t think I was ever that bad. One ongoing mission is how we report side effects — grading is imprecise, missing duration. I tracked my own activities, like email replies during chemotherapy. They dropped to zero for two or three days after treatment and then returned, a visual representation of real impact for others. That’s how I see the value — showing actual patient function, not theoretical toxicity.

I benefited from my own work — how we surveil people in therapy, watch the brain, and consolidate with radiation. I was even involved in the initial trials for the drug that I’m on. I also benefited from research by my colleagues and patients who came before.

Living With Uncertainty

I’m comfortable living with the unknowns. I know the worst-case and best-case scenarios, and having seen and lived those examples, I’m okay with uncertainty.

When people say, “You’re no evidence of disease, right?” it’s not that simple. I have things going on. I’m not cured, but I’m not actively dying. It’s a middle ground — an uneasy relationship with cancer, like a slightly annoying neighbor. Sometimes it’s quiet, sometimes it knocks on the wall, but you deal with it.

Dr. Ross Camidge stage 4 lung cancer

I know the worst-case and best-case scenarios, and having seen and lived those examples, I’m okay with uncertainty.

Dr. Ross Camidge, Lung Cancer Expert
Dr. Ross Camidge stage 4 lung cancer

How I Live Life Differently Now

Now, I turn down things I don’t want to do. I no longer feel I must be a good citizen and join boring committees. I carve out time to try new things with the 90-day challenge by trying something new between scans. Yesterday, I did my first knitting class. I was terrible at it, but it was a new experience. Mentoring, encouraging, sharing mistakes and successes, that’s my legacy; I’m passionate about that.

Messages for My Daughters on Their Birthdays

You’re conflicted. You want things to be normal — kids ignoring you, rolling their eyes — but also want them to understand your situation. There’s a delight in not forcing yourself into their lives. The more they behave like typical teenagers, the better.

Dr. Ross Camidge stage 4 lung cancer

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This interview has been edited for clarity and length. This is not medical advice. Please consult with your healthcare provider to make informed treatment decisions.

The views and opinions expressed in this interview do not necessarily reflect those of The Patient Story.


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“Hope Always” — Hunter’s Inspiring Rare Desmoplastic Small Round Cell Tumors Story

“Hope Always” — Hunter’s Inspiring Rare Desmoplastic Small Round Cell Tumors Story

When he was 21, Hunter balanced the roles of a full-time 911 dispatcher, a son and friend, and a gamer. But he was about to experience a rare and intimidating diagnosis, desmoplastic small round cell tumors (DSRCT).

Interviewed by: Nikki Murphy
Edited by: Chris Sanchez

When symptoms first appeared in late 2023, including sharp abdominal pain, nausea, and vomiting, Hunter initially brushed them off. But within days, an ER visit revealed abdominal and pelvic masses. That led to a biopsy at the University of Kansas Cancer Center, where he finally heard the frightening and alien words “desmoplastic small round cell tumors.” The internet offered its usual blunt statistics, but instead of letting fear take over, he chose to focus on the possibilities of treatment and the hope that lies beyond numbers.

Hunter D. DSRCT

Throughout the experience, identity became an anchor. Being a dispatcher and caring for others had always been central to Hunter’s life. Transitioning from caregiver to patient was jarring, but it also opened a new perspective. Now, he sees the subtle emotional weight that patients carry; it’s something that goes far beyond medical charts. That awareness doesn’t erase the difficulty, but it deepens empathy for others.

Hunter’s treatment path for this rare cancer was intense: multiple surgeries, rigorous chemotherapy cycles, a clinical trial in New York, and both traditional and radioimmunotherapy radiation. Every phase came with its own hurdles, from relentless nausea and hair loss to the emotional strain of living life in hospital rhythms. He leaned on surprising comforts, including peppermints that successfully warded off nausea, and the unwavering support of family, friends, colleagues, and a community that consistently stepped up.

Survivorship, for Hunter, isn’t just about returning to “normal.” It’s about discovering purpose. Feeling supported inspired a commitment to give support in return. Online DSRCT groups offered connection and a simple but powerful phrase: “Hope always.” That reminder became a guiding principle on days when his energy was low or uncertainty high. Hope wasn’t at all passive; it was active, a choice to find positivity even within the hardest moments.

Self-advocacy also emerged as essential. Hunter’s experience navigating referrals, accessing clinical trials, and learning to speak up within the healthcare system reinforced one vital truth: patients deserve to be heard. He encourages others to share their stories, ask questions, and build visibility around rare cancers like desmoplastic small round cell tumors. Open conversations create stronger communities and remind those going through it that they are not alone.

Watch Hunter’s video and read the interview transcript below. You’ll see how:

  • A dispatcher’s life flipped from caregiver to rare cancer patient overnight
  • Peppermints became Hunter’s secret weapon against relentless chemo nausea
  • A clinical trial in New York offered new hope
  • “Hope always” became Hunter’s guiding mantra through fear and fatigue
  • Hunter now champions survivorship and the power of patient voices

  • Name: Hunter D.
  • Age at Diagnosis:
    • 21
  • Diagnosis:
    • Desmoplastic Small Round Cell Tumors (DSRCT)
  • Symptoms:
    • Abdominal pain
    • Nausea
    • Vomiting
    • Fatigue
  • Treatments:
    • Surgeries: debulking surgeries
    • Chemotherapy
    • Radiation therapy: radioimmunotherapy, under a clinical trial
Hunter D. desmoplastic small round cell tumors
Hunter D. desmoplastic small round cell tumors
Hunter D. desmoplastic small round cell tumors
Hunter D. desmoplastic small round cell tumors
Hunter D. desmoplastic small round cell tumors
Hunter D. desmoplastic small round cell tumors
Hunter D. desmoplastic small round cell tumors

This interview has been edited for clarity and length. This is not medical advice. Please consult with your healthcare provider to make informed treatment decisions.

The views and opinions expressed in this interview do not necessarily reflect those of The Patient Story.


My name is Hunter

I’m 23 years old. I was diagnosed with desmoplastic small round cell tumor, or DSRCT.

My hobbies mainly consist of playing video games with friends and spending as much time as possible with family and friends. I work a lot, but I do love my job.

I work as a full-time 911 dispatcher and currently serve as a supervisor. I’ve been a dispatcher for the last five years. I grew up in emergency services with both my parents doing it.

It’s definitely been an interesting transition, going from a caregiver side to the patient side of things. You know, I’m used to seeing and talking to patients every day as part of my job and hearing what they have to go through, but going through it myself has given me a whole new perspective — seeing how it is to be a patient, and living through some of their daily struggles.

I got diagnosed when I was 21. I’m sure everybody can think of what every 21-year-old would rather be doing than fighting cancer. But I’ve tried not to really look at it as getting robbed of my early 20s. I’d rather see it as having been taught how to live a better life, so that I can live the rest of my life the best way that I can.

My symptoms came on suddenly

It really only took one or two days of not feeling right to finally decide to go to the emergency room and get checked out. And it all really started around November 2023.

We had just come back from a festival a couple of towns over. The next day, I started feeling some pretty sharp abdominal pains, which wasn’t normal, but I just thought it was a stomach bug and I could sleep it off, and it wouldn’t be anything. But the next day, the pains got worse, and I started to have nausea and was vomiting as well. And as that worsened and went on through the day, I ultimately decided that night that it was time to go to the ER and get checked out. And during that visit, we discovered that I had a rather large mass growing in my abdomen and a smaller mass in my pelvis.

The people at the ER didn’t have an exact answer for what they were looking at because they weren’t sure at the time. So we were referred to the University of Kansas, or KU Cancer Center, for a biopsy and further diagnosis. And we actually had to self-refer ourselves because there were no local hospitals taking incoming patients at the time. So we had to take steps outside of the emergency room to take the next step in my treatment plan. 

The moment everything changed

We visited the doctors at KU and got a biopsy scheduled. And from that point, we were trying to put the next steps in place. It wasn’t until we got the biopsy done and I had a port placed in my left shoulder that we found out that I actually had a desmoplastic small round cell tumor, a rare type of cancer. And then I was referred to the specialist that they have at KU.

Getting my diagnosis — there are actually two parts to that story. The first had to do with the initial findings in the ER when they had to come in and break the news that I had my tumor. My mom, who has been a nurse for years and years and has seen everything, was a little bit of an emotional wreck. And my knee-jerk reaction in that situation was to try and make things funny. So I was trying to make jokes out of the situation. While it was a rather serious topic at the time, I was doing my best to make light of the situation and keep a positive outlook. 

The second part came two weeks later, a week after my biopsy, when we received the official results. I was with my best friend at the time, and we were in my basement when I got the call from my doctor. And we rushed up to my mom to see what the news was, because at this point, we were thinking it was a more controllable cancer, such as a testicular cancer or a lymphoma. But I was told that I had what’s called a desmoplastic small round cell tumor and that I have an Ewing sarcoma genetic trait to it as well. So it was a little difficult finding out that I had such a rare disease. And of course, we didn’t know anything about it at that point. We had never heard of it before; most people haven’t.

The more that we were researching this, the more worrisome it became, because Google will be pretty straightforward and will give you some sad statistics, but luckily, that doesn’t seem to be the case with most cases these days.

My treatment plan

We knew pretty early on that no matter what it was, we were going to be hitting it pretty hard with chemo. So I had a port placed within about a week of getting out of the ER, just as a precaution, in case we needed it. And it turns out that we did end up needing it. 

It wasn’t long after my diagnosis that my doctor at KU was on the phone with me, talking about the treatment cycles that I was going to be on. He didn’t give me a lot of options, but that’s just because there weren’t a lot of options to effectively fight this. So I was put on a pretty rigorous chemo cycle that did quite a bit of damage for a while, but I had switched around between a few different treatments and been in and out of the hospital for transfusions and IV antibiotics. I’d been admitted a multitude of times due to complications with chemo alone. And you know, I was putting my body through all of that, but I just had to keep thinking to myself during that time that there was an end to it and that there was a reason I was doing all of it.

So the overall treatment plan was to hit it early with chemo to hopefully shrink any tumors, and after that, to go in and remove those tumors surgically. And once those tumors were surgically removed and they could no longer see or detect any disease or scans, they were planning to going to do a whole abdominal radiation therapy as well as a clinical trial. And over the years, all of those treatments just added up and got me to where I am today.

But yeah, three different surgeries. The radio immunotherapy trial, a month of standard radiation or traditional radiation, and then chemo on top of all of that, and then finishing it off with maintenance chemo.

I took part in a clinical trial

The doctors say the most effective treatment plan for desmoplastic small round cell tumor is to hit it early on with surgery, followed by traditional radiation treatment. The main kind of surgery for this type of cancer is called a debulking surgery. And to my understanding, that’s where they go in and try and remove any physical mass that they had seen on scans that they can physically get hold of. And once those are removed, they try and target that area with a traditional type of radiation to kill any residual cells that were left over. And there are also many other trials offered for this type of cancer that patients have access to.

I may not remember everything, but to the best of my memory, the clinical trial that I took part in was a radioimmunotherapy trial offered by Dr. Slotkin’s team at Memorial Sloan-Kettering in New York City. Simply put, they surgically removed the masses from my abdomen and put a radioimmunotherapy fluid into my abdominal cavity to sit there and absorb over a few days. And that would hopefully mark the targeted cells for radiation to be killed later on during the traditional radiation process. So with the clinical trial, I also had my third and final exploratory surgery, where they went in and cleaned up any scar tissue or anything else left behind, and made sure I didn’t have anything else growing. 

After the clinical trial, they followed up with a month of traditional radiation. So we were living out of the Ronald McDonald House in New York for about a month straight while I received radiation treatment.

The plan moving forward

My maintenance chemo was scheduled for about a year. We started around January of 2025, and I’ll hopefully be wrapping up around January 2026. I don’t know exactly how many treatments I’ve had, but I’ve had them pretty consistently every three weeks. So once or twice a month, I’ll go in for a week of chemo and then have two weeks off. So the cycles are definitely up there. I’ve stopped keeping track after so long, but hopefully I’ll be wrapping up soon.

We’re planning a final trip out at the first of the year, hopefully a remission trip, and ring the bell out there and have my remission start in New York, where my big medical journey started.

The side effects I experienced during treatment

The most significant side effects that I first experienced when starting chemo and having my other treatments were the nausea and vomiting. They were relentless. There wasn’t really anything I could do to stop them. There was no medication I could take. Nothing would help. Food smelled different. Food tasted different. The only thing that helped get my nausea under control was peppermints. Because peppermint oil is supposed to naturally help soothe the stomach and treat nausea. So everybody would chip in and help buy me peppermints whenever I was doing my chemo weeks because they knew that was the only thing that really helped keep me from getting sick.

I also experienced hair loss. Luckily, I’m growing my hair back now, but my first chemo was pretty quick to take the hair out of my head whenever I started it. I was rocking the bald look for a while. But I feel like I look a lot better with hair. Luckily, I’m able to grow some hair now that I’m on my maintenance chemo.

The biggest challenge I faced

My biggest challenge is probably trying to feel normal after getting through it all again, because I’ve spent so long in and out of the hospital, in and out of doctors’ appointments, getting tested. People are constantly asking how I’m doing. And that’s something I constantly have to be aware of — how am I doing, really? I actively have to be watching everything that’s going on with my body and paying attention to everything that my body’s telling me. 

But I’ve learned to stop worrying about things so much, to take everything day by day, and not necessarily be so anxious about every little thing that’s going on. I’m getting back to the normal side of life.

So early on, it was made very clear to me that I wasn’t going to have any problems finding support in my community. People really stepped up. They took time to make sure that I was doing okay during my treatment weeks and to check on me and make sure I and my family had everything we needed. I was also very lucky that my friends were able to support me through it. I wouldn’t have been able to get through it all if it weren’t for how well my employer treated me during all of it, too. They allowed me to keep my job while I was sick and kept my seat warm for me for whenever I was ready to come back.

What survivorship means to me

For me, survivorship means finding a higher purpose. Something that I’m more meant to do. For me, that’s helping others. I’ve found a lot of comfort in doing that. Well, it’s something that I already found comfort in doing before I got sick. But my experience has really resolidified that. Survivorship for me means advocating for others, moving on, not staying silent, and finding a voice. Not only for myself, but for others who are going through things like this. Because it’s not always easy to find yourself while you’re going through it.

I’m actually in a couple of online support groups for DSRCT. And one of the things that they say is, “Hope always.” And that was something I had never really heard until I started interacting with that group of people. But “hope always” has now come to mean to me that no matter how grim things look, all you can really do at the end of the day is hope. Because if you don’t, who will? Somebody’s got to have a little bit of hope in such a situation. I’ve had my hopeless days, but I’ve never let hopelessness consume me. I’ve always tried to try and take away at least one positive out of any bad situation, to kind of give myself a different perspective.

What I want others to know

One message that I definitely want people to take away is how important it is to find your voice and be heard. Because I don’t think anybody should go through this silently. They should absolutely fight cancer; they should be kicking and screaming. Since that’s how cancer tries to take you down, that’s how you should try and take cancer down, too. 

I think finding a voice and being able to tell your story as a survivor and a patient is important not only to help give hope to others but also to be visible to other people, as someone who’s gone through it and someone who understands what other people are going through. I just want a stronger community. 

I don’t want it to be such a hard thing for people to talk about. I want people to be able to talk about it more openly. Because when we talk about it openly, we can start tackling it. I feel like a lot of the problems don’t get talked about enough. 

Patient advocacy is one thing that’s really important for me. After having gone through our own struggles with the American healthcare system, I am definitely a strong believer in finding your voice and self-advocating for yourself as a patient. Because if you don’t, who will?


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Micheal Finds Hope with an Inoperable Brain Cancer by Joining a Clinical Trial

Micheal Finds Hope with an Inoperable Brain Cancer by Joining a Clinical Trial

Micheal opens up about his experience with inoperable brain cancer. His story started in early 2025, when he began feeling random waves of nausea and dizziness, often after waking up or lying flat. At first, he thought he’d eaten something bad. Even his local doctor suspected simple balance issues caused by dislodged ear crystals. But when the right side of his face gradually weakened and his eyes began to twitch, he knew something more serious was going on.

Interviewed by: Nikki Murphy
Edited by: Chris Sanchez

After several MRIs, doctors confirmed that Micheal had a diffuse midline glioma (DMG) in his brain stem, a rare, aggressive type of brain cancer that, in his case, can’t be removed surgically. Hearing the diagnosis left him numb, yet he leaned on his family, faith, and humor to cope. His mom strongly encouraged a second opinion, which led them to Mayo Clinic, where he underwent a biopsy. While the procedure left him with facial weakness, partial numbness in his left arm, and some vision changes, Micheal remains mobile and independent.

Michael J. brain cancer

Treatment has involved Micheal joining a clinical trial that’s focused on short rounds of radiation. Instead of doing six straight weeks of radiation, he receives two weeks at a time and then goes under observation. This approach allows his body to recover between treatments, which helps him both physically and mentally. He has had to deal with side effects like nausea, dizziness, and hair loss, but he’s grateful for the chance to keep moving forward.

Thanks to his experience, Micheal’s outlook on life has grown deeper and more meaningful. He takes time to appreciate small moments, like walking and noticing the world around him. He keeps his mental health in check by staying hopeful, joking with his mom, and setting goals for the future, like finally earning a pilot’s license when his vision improves. The advice he offers others is simple but powerful: never take life for granted, help others when you can, and always be the best version of yourself.

Micheal reminds everyone that having brain cancer doesn’t erase the possibility of joy, love, and purpose. Hope, for him, is waking up each day with the belief that there’s still life to live and a future to work toward.

Watch Micheal’s video and scroll through the transcript of his interview below to:

  • Learn the subtle symptoms that can signal something far more serious than dislodged ear crystals
  • Understand how Micheal turned a life-changing diagnosis into a story of hope
  • Find out more about the clinical trial that gave him a chance to keep moving forward
  • See the small daily moments that have brought Micheal joy in the face of brain cancer
  • Read his simple yet powerful advice for living with purpose

  • Name: Micheal J.
  • Diagnosis:
    • Brain Cancer (Diffuse Midline Glioma)
  • Age at Diagnosis:
    • 25
  • Grade:
    • Grade 4
  • Symptoms:
    • Vertigo
    • Eye nystagmus
    • Weakness on the right side of the face
    • Dizziness
  • Treatment:
    • Radiation therapy, as part of a clinical trial
Michael J. brain cancer
Michael J. brain cancer
Michael J. brain cancer
Michael J. brain cancer
Michael J. brain cancer

This interview has been edited for clarity and length. This is not medical advice. Please consult with your healthcare provider to make informed treatment decisions.

The views and opinions expressed in this interview do not necessarily reflect those of The Patient Story.



My name is Micheal

I was diagnosed back in April of 2025, and I live in Iowa.

What I like to do is I like to play a lot of video games. I like to take my dog out for walks. Lately, I have been doing a lot of pushups. I was really big into fitness before this, and I still am.

My partner and I, I consider her my wife because we have been together for almost four years now, we do not have any kids. Before the diagnosis, we were in the process of figuring things out, getting a house, getting married, and everything. We are still thinking about getting married, but right now we are just kind of waiting on medical bills and stuff like that.

When I first noticed something was wrong

I first started noticing symptoms back in February, very early February. My family and I went out to Minneapolis, Minnesota, to go to the Mall of America, and we also saw a hockey game while we were up there. While we were there, I started waking up in the mornings and randomly feeling very, very nauseous for no reason. I just kind of marked it up as maybe I ate something bad.

We ended up getting back from Minnesota, and I want to say this was about the middle of February. After we got back from Minnesota, I ended up calling in [sick to work] for an entire week because I just could not lie flat anymore. I could not lie fully on my back without getting a really bad, dizzy spell. The best way I can describe a dizzy spell is if you were to stand still and spin in a circle, and just stop, and you just kind of let your equilibrium go crazy. It was not fun.

It was around that time that I felt I had to do something because I could not keep calling in. So I went to my local doctor down here, and they said it could be my ear crystals, the little crystals in your ear that help out with your balance and everything. They said sometimes those can get dislodged and cause these vertigo‑like symptoms.

They gave me some medication, and it helped with the dizziness, but with me being a diesel mechanic and going underneath the trucks all the time, lying flat like that on a creeper was not fun for me. I would get up off the creeper and go straight to the trash can, essentially. It was around then, when I could not stand it anymore, that I felt there had to be something more going on.

We were getting closer to March, around the end of February, when I started getting facial weakness on my right side. I could not really smile on this side, and I could not blink very well on this right side. So I contacted my doctor and said, “Something is going on.” He said, “What I am going to do is send you up to the ENT, ear, nose, and throat doctor, just to make sure that it is your ear crystals or if it is something more.”

I went through a couple of tests at the ENT doctor out in South Dakota, and that is where they ended up finding my eye nystagmus. Eye nystagmus is when, if I look completely to my right or completely to my left, my eye will bounce back and forth. They were the ones who said I should get an MRI done. I did not get an actual MRI until closer to April, which is really sad to say, but that is just how the process went.

The moment everything changed: getting my diagnosis

I went into the hospital to get an MRI, and that is where they found a mass. There are not a lot of neurosurgeons or neurologists down here in Sioux City. So they sent me from our Saint Luke’s hospital to our Mercy hospital, where they have a neurologist. That is where I did another MRI, and they basically wanted to do surgery right away to see if they could get it out of there.

I ended up staying the night there, and the next morning, they said they were going to send me up to Omaha because they could not really tell where this thing was, and they have better MRI machines up there. The doctor did not want to just go in and start trying to cut out something he could not see. So they took me up to Omaha and did another MRI there.

That is where they found that it was inside my brain stem. It is called a DMG, which is a diffuse midline glioma. Essentially, it is completely smooth and has no borders, which means it is fused to my brain stem. That is where they gave me the prognosis, and they wanted to do traditional radiation and send me back down here.

How I felt when I heard “You have a mass”

When they first walked in and told me, I honestly just felt very numb at first. I did not know what to think. What I did next scared a lot of doctors, but I basically took off the medical stuff they had hooked up to read my heart and everything, and I looked at my mom and said I was going to go for a walk.

I had my best friend, Kevin, with me, and I had my wife, Becca, with me. We walked down to the church that is in the USMC hospital. That is where it really hit me, and I broke down there. It took a lot to come to acceptance. It is not a great prognosis, but we all have a lot of faith.

My mom pushed for a second opinion

This is actually a really good part of my story, because this is where my mom comes in. I love my mom to death. She is the one who said, “No, I cannot accept this.”

After I went on my little journey, a couple of doctors had to come and find me and tell me that I could not just be walking off like that. We ended up coming back home to Sioux City, and my mom reached out to a couple of her friends who had cancer. They basically said, “Get to Rochester. Go to Mayo. Get a second opinion.”

My mom called me up the next day, a day after we got home, and said, “Let’s just go out to breakfast. I want to talk to you a little bit.” We have a little breakfast place out here called Johnny Marr’s, really good for breakfast. That is where she said, “Why don’t we just go up to Mayo? They are the best in the US right now. They are number one. What is the harm it could do?”

So we drove four and a half hours that day, went into the emergency room, and we were there for quite a while. I think we got up to Rochester around eight at night, and we did not get out of there until almost two or three in the morning.

They had a neurosurgeon in the emergency room. Her name was Sarah, a very, very nice lady. She is the one who said straight up, “I am going to help you, and I am going to send a personal message to Dr. Parney,” who was one of the top neurosurgeons there. She said, “I am going to talk to Dr. Parney, and we are going to get something figured out.”

Within days, like two days, we were already getting a call from Mayo saying they wanted to schedule a biopsy and talk to me about it and see how I felt. We ended up setting up the appointment and going to Mayo. Dr. Parney is a very, very nice man. He basically said he could do a biopsy on this.

He said there was about an 85% chance of him coming out completely normal, as if nothing happened, a 15% chance of some damage, which is where the facial weakness and arm issues come into play here, and a less than 1% chance of death. He did the biopsy, and I signed some papers. They ended up grabbing two samples. They grabbed a sample from me, and they also grabbed a sample to further research on DMGs and DIPGs, and that is basically how that went down.

What my biopsy did to me

The after‑effects, when I first woke up, were rough. I could not move the right side of my jaw very well. There is still some Bell’s palsy going on on this side of my face. It took a little bit to regain some of the movements in my face, but I can finally chomp down like normal again.

My right eye does not close very well. My eyelid goes about halfway down and then stops. I cannot really move my right eyebrow very well. My left arm, from about the pectoral muscle all the way down to my fingertips, is still kind of completely numb. I am starting to regain some feeling in my fingertips, which is really good, but the rest of my arm is still fairly numb.

I am still able to walk. I am still able to talk, swallow, all the normal things you are normally able to do. It is just my face and arm, mainly.

I decided to go on a clinical trial

With DIPGs and DMGs, the treatments are still fairly limited because there are a lot of ongoing clinical trials. Dr. Breen is my radiologist, and he said that photon radiation is the best type of radiation therapy for these types of tumors.

When we were talking about it, he basically gave me an option. He said I could do the full six weeks of radiation in one go and essentially see what happens. Or, he had been working on a clinical trial. This clinical trial includes doing my first two weeks of radiation, and then they will go on observation from there. Essentially, if this thing tries to grow or go anywhere else, then you hit it with another two weeks of radiation. The idea is to prolong the treatments.

When you do your full six weeks, you have to take, I believe, six months to almost a year off treatments just to let your body recover and heal. When he brought up those options, my mom was the one who straight-up asked him, “If this were your child, which one would you choose to go for?” He said he would go for the clinical trial, just because a full six weeks of radiation on a tumor in such a very, very, very sensitive area of the body could either grow or shrink it at a rapid pace and pull that brain stem down with it.

So we opted for the two weeks of radiation, then going in once a month for an MRI to see how the tumor is doing. If it tries to progress or get any worse, then we hit it with another two weeks of radiation. They have been talking about a pill called ONC201, but my doctor still has to talk to other doctors about it and see if I am qualified for it.

The side effects I’m experiencing while on the clinical trial

After the first two weeks, I was very, very nauseous. I was nauseous during the radiation as well. That was my main issue: the nausea.

After the two weeks were done, I got home, and they had told me this thing might swell a little bit. My doctor talked about it like training for a boxing fight: if you get hit in the eye too many times, your eye is going to swell up, and then eventually that swelling is going to go down and get better.

My first week home, I felt a lot of pressure in my head. The dizzy spells were pretty bad that first week. But as time went on, things started improving. I started getting fewer dizzy spells. My eye nystagmus has gotten better, and I have been able to move around a lot better.

Thankfully, I have never had any issues during this journey with my mobility. I have been able to keep my mobility as normal as possible. But the first couple of weeks after radiation are rough. That is when my hair started falling out in the back of my head a little bit, where they were doing the radiation. Other than that, it was pretty okay.

It’s hard to accept that surgery isn’t an option for me

It is hard. It is very hard. I am not going to lie. On Facebook, I have joined some support groups where people were able to get their tumors removed. They did not have the same thing I did, but they were able to get theirs removed.

To me, I feel like if the tumor is removed, you have a little bit more of a fighting shot because there is nothing there pushing up against the optic nerves. There is nothing there. I know that they can recur, but it is still kind of hard for me. I am slowly accepting it.

I just keep praying and keep telling myself that I have been in my body for 26 years, and this thing has been in my body for a couple of months, and I am going to make sure this tumor dies.

My biggest challenge, staying connected, and finding normalcy

Honestly, right now, it is my vision. My right eye has always been the stronger eye because I was born with a lazy eye in my left one. Without my glasses, I am practically blind. That is really my biggest issue right now.

Because of how long I have had my eye taped down, I have pretty bad double vision right now. Those are my two big issues. Other than that, everything else has been going really, really well.

Honestly, going back to work has helped a lot. I am on light duty right now. My doctors have advised me to only do about 32 hours a week because out here in Iowa, that is federal law; you have to hit 32 hours at least to be considered full-time. The good thing about being back at work is I get to keep my insurance, and we have really, really good insurance. Medical bills have been very easy for now.

Coming home and being able to be with my wife and our roommate, just being able to relax and talk and talk about different things other than what is going on with me, helps. It is hard to think about the prognosis they gave me because I am so young. But the good part about being in support groups is that you see a lot of long‑term survivors. That has helped quite a bit.

I will go on there sometimes just to see how people are doing. We all talk about how we are feeling, and that is where I get my wording out the best—through those support groups.

Cancer has changed my outlook on life

Honestly, not much in terms of who I am has changed, but I do have a better outlook on life. It is sad to say, but sometimes it takes a life‑changing event to make you realize the beauty of life in general. You get so stuck in the “go home, go to work, go home, go to work” routine and the constant list of what you have to do when you get off work.

Lately, I have just been kind of stopping and smelling the roses a little bit. Just being able to walk outside, even at work. We have a very big parking lot for our trucks out there. Every morning when I get to work, I walk that lot all the way down and walk all the way back to the shop, just admiring things, admiring the life that I still have.

It has been very, very life-changing. My goal was always that I wanted to be a pilot. Obviously, with my vision issues, that has been put on hold for a little bit. I had a lot of options for what I wanted to do. I was very big on taking things apart and putting them back together, and that is why I became a diesel mechanic. At the time, I was thinking, “I am going to do this for now, and I am going to work on getting my pilot’s license.”

Then this happened, and now I am at the point where once my vision gets back, I am going to go for my pilot’s license. A couple of things have been stepped up a little bit more in terms of urgency.

Living with my eye issues and next steps

It is hard for me to blink in general. In all honesty, they really have not said anything specific about fixing it yet. 

We are all at that stage of “maybe just give it some time, and this will come back,” especially because I told them about the feeling coming back in my hand.

My next MRI is October 3rd, and that is where I am going to ask if maybe we could put something in my eyelid to weigh it down so I can start keeping moisture in that eye. With it being taped down, a lot more power is going into my other eye, which is causing the double vision.

Hope keeps me motivated

At first, before my diagnosis, hope was just a word. You hope that this happens, you hope that that happens. But now hope takes on a different meaning for me.

Hope is what brings me some joy in my life. It is what brings me the confidence to keep going. It means a lot to me right now. It is the reason why I wake up in the mornings. It is the reason why I keep fighting: the hope that I am going to live a long life, the hope that I am going to be able to spend time with my family.

It is just a joke, but my mom and I have been cracking jokes lately. I told her, “No offense to you, Mom, but I hope I bury you first before you bury me.” She said, “In all honesty, no offense, I hope the same thing.” That is what hope means to me: being able to think about the future like there is no tumor in my head.

Being able to think, “Yeah, I am going to have kids. Yeah, I am going to be able to see my grandkids grow up.” That is what hope means to me lately.

My biggest piece of advice to others

Do not take life for granted. I definitely took my life for granted. I was one of those people who always said, “Oh, I’ll do it later. I’ll do it later. I’ll do it later.”

Do not let a life‑changing event, whether it be cancer, traumatic brain injuries, or whatever it is, be the reason you stop putting life first. Do not put your life on hold just because you think you have time. 

Nobody ever expects to get something like this. I definitely did not expect to get this. I was healthy, there was nothing wrong with me, my blood work was fine, and it all started just by getting dizzy, all because I could not lie flat on my back.

If you are able to help somebody, help them out. If you see that person on the side of the road who does not know how to change a tire, what is the harm in helping them? Always try to be the best you that you can be.

I lived my life by asking, “Why be a jerk? Why live your life being a jerk?” Be the best version that you can be now, and then you can take that with you. You can always take that with you. Nobody can ever take your personality away from you.


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“You Are Not Your Cancer”: Colleen’s Stage 4 Endometrial Cancer Message

“You Are Not Your Cancer”: Colleen’s Stage 4 Endometrial Cancer Message

Colleen discovered she had stage 4 endometrial cancer in 2022, when she was 54. Her story began with severe, unusual menstrual bleeding, which she humorously calls “crime scene periods,” and episodes of extreme weakness. Doctors told her she was just experiencing perimenopause. Her symptoms persisted until she and her husband moved to Germany, where she had a car accident. She was lucky enough to escape injury from the accident — but during her ER check-up, doctors unexpectedly found a mass in her abdomen. This twist of fate ultimately led to her diagnosis.

Interviewed by: Taylor Scheib
Edited by: Chris Sanchez

After she was diagnosed, Colleen leaned heavily on credible medical resources focusing on endometrial cancer, rather than simply searching online. She underwent a multitude of treatments: a full hysterectomy, radiation, brachytherapy, and chemotherapy. She was initially declared “no evidence of disease,” but later on her doctors discovered that the cancer had spread to her leg and lung. Her voice, once her signature as a singer, was deeply affected, challenging her sense of identity and plunging her into emotional lows. But Colleen ultimately managed to shake off these challenges.

Colleen J. stage 4 endometrial cancer

Mental health became a pivotal part of her healing. Colleen found solace in community support, friendships, and maintaining a semblance of independence. Her message is clear: “You are not your cancer.” She urges others to find their support systems, relentlessly communicate with healthcare providers, and cling to personal beliefs that provide comfort.

Watch Colleen’s video and read her story. You’ll find out more about:

  • How a car accident led to her life-changing diagnosis
  • “You are not your cancer” — Colleen’s heartening mantra
  • How losing her singing voice affected her identity
  • The emotional toll of stage 4 endometrial cancer and finding light in community
  • The crucial role of self-advocacy in Colleen’s health journey

  • Name: Colleen J.
  • Age at Diagnosis:
    • 54
  • Diagnosis:
    • Endometrial Cancer
  • Staging:
    • Stage 4
  • Symptoms:
    • Very large blood clots during menstruation
    • Anemia
  • Treatments:
    • Chemotherapy
    • Radiation therapy: brachytherapy
    • Surgery: full hysterectomy
    • Immunotherapy
Colleen J. stage 4 endometrial cancer

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… whatever you believe in, hang on to it. If it’s a religious belief, if it’s a way to lead your life, hang on to those things.

About Me

Hi, my name is Colleen.

I was diagnosed with endometrial cancer in 2022, when I was 54. 

Colleen J. stage 4 endometrial cancer
Colleen J. stage 4 endometrial cancer

When I First Noticed That Something was Wrong

The first time that I wasn’t feeling right, I was living on the island of Guam. It was before COVID, probably in 2019. I was at a volunteering event for the United Service Organizations. 

I had to tell the woman that I was working with that I needed to leave, which was very unusual for me, but I was just feeling very unwell. I couldn’t catch my breath and felt very weak. I thought this probably was the onset of a big anemic episode, because then, when I got home, I had what I like to call a “crime scene period” — a menstrual period with very large blood clots.

I couldn’t find a doctor who would take my insurance in Guam. I went back to the States to visit my husband and saw a doctor there. And that doctor said, “Oh, you know, it’s probably just perimenopause. You’re at that age where this can start coming on, so I wouldn’t take it too seriously.”

Then we moved to Germany, and one of the first times I was driving in Germany, I got in a car accident. 

They took me to the emergency room. I was totally fine after the accident. No issues. I walked away from it.

But the ER doctor came and said, “You know, we found something unusual in your abdominal area, so we’d like you to refer to our OB-GYN? Are you interested in doing that?” And I said, “Sure.”

Before the accident, I had actually been experiencing more “crime scene” menstrual periods, and they even seemed to be getting worse.

My Symptoms Had Progressed Even Before the Car Accident

Before the accident, I had actually been experiencing more “crime scene” menstrual periods, and they even seemed to be getting worse. 

In hindsight, looking back, I was actually having a hemorrhage. I was going through multiple pads in 20 minutes. I would be doubling up on tampons and going through them in 20 minutes or half an hour, which would be described as hemorrhaging if it were any other type of issue. Something that you would need to go to the emergency room for. 

But because this one doctor had told me, “Oh, you know, you’re perimenopausal, this just is par for the course,” I thought, “I guess this is normal,” even though it didn’t seem very normal.

The Tests the Doctor Did

He did an ultrasound in his office and went, “Oh, yeah, I’m going to keep you in the hospital.” So, this is still from the hospital stay from the car accident. “We’re going to do a DNC so that I can get enough tissue to send for a biopsy.” Because that’s the other thing with endometrial cancer. If they don’t get it in the right part of your uterus, then you can also have a misdiagnosis, because they’re not getting enough tissue, or they didn’t go to the right area. 

Luckily, he was an oncologist before. He got his OB-GYN certification. So he knew a little something about what was going on.

Colleen J. stage 4 endometrial cancer
Colleen J. stage 4 endometrial cancer

The Moment Everything Changed

I don’t know when I heard the word ‘cancer.’ Well, nobody ever wants to hear that word, but my OB-GYN was really a positive person.

He went, “Listen, we’re going to schedule you for a full hysterectomy. We’re going to take a look around at the other organs in the area, see what’s going on. But if this is in the early stage, this could have a really good outcome for you. So, no need to worry right now about it. Even though I’m telling you ‘cancer,’ and nobody likes to hear that, let’s take each thing as it comes. Instead of trying to see into the future.”

I took it to heart. Generally, I felt okay; I wasn’t hurting and didn’t have a lot of pain at the time. 

I actually knew nothing about stage 4 endometrial cancer, let alone endometrial cancer. The education was from what my doctors were giving me here and from going to reputable cancer sites. So, not just using Doctor Google and picking the first article that came up, but from the Cleveland Clinic, Mayo Clinic, MD Anderson, and other leading cancer centers in the US. 

I was trying to back up what I needed to do and what the typical treatment would look like. 

The Cancer Spread

After that point, I had my treatment. 

I did radiation for 28 days. I did brachytherapy, which is an internal radiation in the vagina. Three sessions of that. That’s all standard. I didn’t start with chemotherapy, so they did my hysterectomy in April 2022. I didn’t start my chemo until October, and so then my chemo finished up in around March of 2023. Well, maybe a little earlier than that. 

At that point, they considered me “no evidence of disease.”

Nine months afterward, though, right before Christmas 2023, we found out that the cancer had spread to my leg. My leg broke while I was putting on my pants.

Oh, that was a big emotional time. I mean, anytime you hear about bone metastasis, it’s not good news. Cancer is practically impossible to get out of the bone. It’s very hard to treat. Pretty much all you can do is slow it down. 

Colleen J. stage 4 endometrial cancer

… anytime you hear about bone metastasis, it’s not good news. Cancer is practically impossible to get out of the bone.

Colleen J. stage 4 endometrial cancer

How My Care Team Shifted When My Cancer Spread

As my disease was progressing, the doctor said, “Okay, it’s time to move on. We have some other teaching hospitals in the area.” 

So he moved me over to get most of my care through those hospitals and through my infusion clinic that I go to now. So he knew when it was time to release me as well. I felt like he was watching out for me and was trying to offer me the best choices that were available. 

When I broke my leg, I wasn’t under his care. I was under the care of the orthopedist at the same hospital where he worked. Although he always asked that when I come to that hospital that I stay in his ward. Because he knows my whole history, he can keep an eye out for me. 

Breaking my leg was pretty traumatic. I’m kind of a get-up-and-go type of person. I don’t want to be limited in what I can do. I was fighting with everything to get back to driving, get back to being more independent. 

I really liked my care team in the bigger facilities, like my radiological oncologist, and I liked that I actually ended up having to see a pulmonologist, because they discovered while I was healing from the femur break that I also had metastasis in my lung. 

It was freaky. You can see the damage to my vocal cords. They were extremely swollen from having tubes stuck down so many times during the surgery for my leg. I had a failed bronchoscopy, a successful bronchoscopy, and then the surgery. The pulmonologist at the bigger hospital was really trying to take care of it, but he said, “The damage was done even before I got a chance to get the tubes down your throat.”

I took a good six months, maybe even a little longer, to get any type of singing sound out of my voice, and to have my voice not sound scratchy when I was speaking.

I’ve been known for having a beautiful singing voice. It’s been such a big part of my identity since I was tiny. I started singing when I was three.

My voice is such a big part of my identity that when cancer affected it, it sent me spiraling into a depression of sorts.

Colleen J. stage 4 endometrial cancer
Colleen J. stage 4 endometrial cancer

Where I’m At in My Diagnosis

I had an episode during which I coughed up blood. What with that and my metastases, they said, “Let’s try something other than chemo.” They put me on immunotherapy for about six months.

That was miserable, pretty much because I was eating that soft food diet, kind of the same diet as when I was having the radiation therapy in my abdomen. But I would get sores in my mouth, and I couldn’t eat anything. I went from being 200 pounds down to 126 pounds. Then that stopped working because I had another episode.

They decided, “Okay, let’s go back with the traditional chemo, but we’re going to see you every week. It’ll be a lower dose.” That’s what I just finished in July. And then I had a few spot radiation treatments on my leg where it had broken on my knee and on my hip.

And then they found another potential area of concern in my hip. So they did a biopsy of that. It had to be sent to the Molecular Tumor Board. 

I haven’t heard back about what molecular markers might be available for other treatments for me. 

I had an episode during which I coughed up blood. What with that and my metastases, they said, “Let’s try something other than chemo.” They put me on immunotherapy for about six months.

My Knowledge of Clinical Trials

The doctors haven’t referred to clinical trials. The area that I am in is so rural that I don’t think there are a lot of clinical trials that happen here. And they have used the term ‘palliative care,’ which freaked me out the first time. Because I have stage 4 endometrial cancer, they’re considering everything that they’re doing.

I’ve been on palliative care for a year and a half. They consider it an extra level of care for patients who might need some help doing things.

My infusion doctor said, “We have these teams of doctors and nurses that will come into your house and help you. So, we would call that home health care. Except for your getting a doctor and a nurse coming in.” So he set me up with them.

He added, “The great thing about them is that they can help you manage your pain a lot better than I can.”

Colleen J. stage 4 endometrial cancer
Colleen J. stage 4 endometrial cancer

How I’m Managing my Mental Health

Unknowns are hard. I like to be in control. So that’s what my stage 4 endometrial cancer experience has been about. Sometimes you just have to release it. Release it and keep pressing. Like with the pain. Keep telling your doctors over and over about it. 

It’s also been important to stay connected with my friends and stay involved in the community. 

I should also add that maintaining my independence is also really important. Continuing to be able to get myself around if I want to go for a drive, although I’m doing that less and less, because my right leg is the one that has the cancer. So, it’s not great for driving sometimes. I just stay home if I need to stay home.

It’s also been important to stay connected with my friends and stay involved in the community. 

What I Want Others to Know

You are not your cancer. You can do what you want to do with it.

Although stage 4 endometrial cancer does have something of my identity. It’s a new identity that I have besides being a singer, a wife, and a singing teacher who is now raising awareness about cancer.

It’s really easy to go inward and reduce your social circle. But I would urge people to find your compatriots, like through some of the groups on Facebook. There are a lot of really great groups on Facebook for a lot of different types of cancer. 

It’s interesting how some friends react. Some will become more distant, but others will set up your meal trains and sign up geniuses for you. 

I think the biggest thing for me has been a chance to reflect on cancer, and whatever you believe in, hang on to it. If it’s a religious belief, if it’s a way to lead your life, hang on to those things.

Just keep looking up, whatever your diagnosis is.

Colleen J. stage 4 endometrial cancer

You are not your cancer. You can do what you want to do with it.

Colleen J. stage 4 endometrial cancer

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Ryan’s Clinical Trial Experience Facing Stage 4 Tongue Cancer

Stage 4 Tongue Cancer and the Power of Speaking Up: Ryan’s Clinical Trial Journey

Ryan’s story is a powerful testament to resilience, support, and the complexities of living with stage 4 tongue cancer. He’s a husband and father to two boys, and balances family life with the demanding realities of his diagnosis, treatments, and emotional shifts.

Interviewed by: Taylor Scheib
Edited by: Chris Sanchez

Ryan’s cancer story began subtly, with a deceptively small white spot on his tongue, which was shrugged off during numerous dental visits. Life was busy, and it wasn’t until the spot wouldn’t heal that he sought an oral surgeon’s opinion. A biopsy confirmed his fears: stage 4 tongue cancer (squamous cell carcinoma of the head and neck). From there, his life transformed rapidly with surgeries, including a partial glossectomy (the removal of part of his tongue), neck dissection (the removal of cancerous lymph nodes in his neck), and reconstruction of his tongue. These procedures were followed by extensive rounds of radiation, chemotherapy, immunotherapy, and participation in clinical trials.

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Ryan’s clinical trial experience at MD Anderson has been both hopeful and challenging. He debunks the myth about placebos in cancer trials, emphasizing that all participants receive the standard of care, with trials testing potentially more effective therapies. His trial opened new avenues in his treatment plan. This part of his experience highlights the critical role of clinical trials in advancing cancer treatment, offering patients like Ryan additional options beyond conventional methods.

Day-to-day life with stage 4 tongue cancer is layered with physical and emotional hurdles. Ryan travels weekly for his treatments, navigating the logistical and financial strains with the support of his family. The emotional weight is substantial — not just for him, but also for his wife and kids. He describes the emotional aftermath akin to grief, with friends and family often reacting as if he’s already gone, which adds to the complexity of living with an ongoing illness.

Ryan’s narrative sheds light on the unseen burdens carried by family and friends. His wife bears the brunt of emotional stress, managing her fears and the daily realities of their children’s lives. Ryan’s determination to stay engaged in his children’s lives drives him, even as he tackles the harsh side effects of treatment.

Ryan’s advice to others facing similar battles? Own your treatment. Speak up, advocate for yourself, and ensure your voice is heard in your care decisions. This proactive approach has been crucial in Ryan’s experience, helping ensure that he receives attentive and appropriate care.

Watch Ryan’s video to find out about:

  • How a small white spot led to his stage 4 tongue cancer diagnosis.
  • The emotional toll of cancer — not only on patients but also on their families.
  • Ryan’s firsthand experience debunking myths about clinical trials.
  • Weekly flights, family strains, and fighting for normalcy with cancer.
  • Why Ryan believes hope isn’t enough — and about what really matters.

  • Name:
    • Ryan A.
  • Age at Diagnosis:
    • 39
  • Diagnosis:
    • Tongue Cancer (Squamous Cell Carcinoma of the Head and Neck)
  • Staging:
    • Stage 4
  • Symptom:
    • Lesion on the side of the tongue
  • Treatments:
    • Surgeries: partial glossectomy, neck dissection, tongue reconstruction
    • Chemotherapy
    • Immunotherapy
    • Radiation
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stage 4 head and neck cancer
stage 4 head and neck cancer
stage 4 head and neck cancer
stage 4 head and neck cancer

This interview has been edited for clarity and length. This is not medical advice. Please consult with your healthcare provider to make informed treatment decisions.

The views and opinions expressed in this interview do not necessarily reflect those of The Patient Story.


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Your MPN, Your Journey: How New Discoveries Will Impact Personalized Care

Updates from ASH: How New Discoveries Will Impact Personalized Care in MPNs

Treatment News from the American Society of Hematology on Myeloproliferative Neoplasms

Hear about cutting-edge research and new therapies presented at the 2024 American Society of Hematology meeting. Learn how individualized treatments can improve your outcomes and quality of life. Get practical strategies for handling common side effects of MPN treatments. Discover innovative therapies, including JAK inhibitors and combination treatments. Find out how to stay informed and participate in promising clinical trials. Learn the key questions to ask your healthcare team to ensure you’re receiving the best, most current care.

Whether you’re newly diagnosed or managing ongoing care, learn how the latest findings impact your myeloproliferative neoplasms (MPN) treatment options and quality of life.

Dr. John Mascarenhas of The Tisch Cancer Institute at Mount Sinai and patient advocate Andrew Schorr share the latest breakthroughs in MPN care. Explore personalized treatments, cutting-edge therapies, and groundbreaking research that are changing how MPNs are treated. Learn how new discoveries can improve your treatment options, help manage side effects, and enhance your quality of life.


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This interview has been edited for clarity and length. This is not medical advice. Please consult with your healthcare provider to make treatment decisions.



Introduction

Tiffany Drummond: As a clinical researcher and patient advocate, I am excited to talk about some very exciting developments in MPN treatment, including important breakthroughs and promising new combination therapies. Many of these advancements were highlighted at the 2024 American Society of Hematology meeting, better known as ASH, where leading doctors and researchers from around the world gather to share the latest findings.

Our goal is to provide patients and care partners with valuable information to help in their healthcare journey. We want to empower you to have informed conversations with your medical team so you can better understand your treatment options and how to balance effective care with maintaining your quality of life.

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Let’s kick off another engaging conversation with amazing patient advocate Andrew Schorr and leading hematologist-oncologist Dr. John Mascarenhas.

Your MPN, Your Journey: How New Discoveries Will Impact Personalized Care

Andrew Schorr: Welcome to this program about the latest in MPNs. I’m with a friend and leading scientist-physician Dr. John Mascarenhas at The Tisch Cancer Institute at Mount Sinai in New York. John, you have many titles. You’re a noted hematologist and subspecialist in MPNs. Thanks for joining us.

Dr. John Mascarenhas: Andy, thanks for inviting me. I always enjoy connecting with you.

There has been a lot of interest as we understand the disease biology even greater than we did in 2005 when the JAK mutation was first discovered.

Dr. John Mascarenhas

Is There Encouraging Progress for Myelofibrosis Patients?

Andrew: It’s very personal for me. I’ve been living with primary myelofibrosis since 2011 and it’s somewhat progressed. I’ve been on two JAK inhibitors and maybe I’ll switch to a third. Will I have combination therapy with a JAK inhibitor and something else? We all wonder about that.

Some of us are concerned. Should we have a transplant or can medical therapies take the place of a transplant? If you have polycythemia vera or essential thrombocythemia, you ask if you’re going to progress to myelofibrosis and at what rate. How is our situation different from the next person?

John, you were a speaker at the 2024 ASH meeting in San Diego, and you were involved in lots of studies. I want to talk about what’s significant for patients. We have the current therapies and a lot of drugs that many of us have never heard of that are in development. You’re involved in a lot of the development. Which way is the wind blowing? Are you encouraged for us? We saw progress in other blood cancers. Is it now starting to blossom in MPNs, specifically for myelofibrosis?

Dr. Mascarenhas: The short answer is yes, I am encouraged. That’s a fundamental defect that I have, continuing to be optimistic no matter what we’re looking at. That optimism has been maintained over almost 20 years that we continue to move in the right direction, but unfortunately, often not fast enough for our patients.

What I’ve seen is the evolution of the JAK inhibitor era, which you alluded to. We have four JAK inhibitors that are approved that allow us to tailor and personalize the therapy to patients based on their profile and blood counts, and even provide serial sequencing of JAK inhibitors. But that isn’t enough.

Your MPN, Your Journey: How New Discoveries Will Impact Personalized Care

There has been a lot of interest as we understand the disease biology even greater than we did in 2005 when the JAK mutation was first discovered. We now recognize that there’s a greater degree of complexity and heterogeneity among patients. There are a lot of different pathways that appear to be very important and relevant to the physiology and pathophysiology of this disease.

Your MPN, Your Journey: How New Discoveries Will Impact Personalized Care

There is a real interest in targeting the grandfather/grandmother cell in which the disease originated. We are looking for vulnerabilities in those pathways in that cell population that would allow us to ultimately delete that cell to provide deeper responses and even curative approaches. Outside of transplantation, the therapies we have don’t cure patients. They address issues that are not unimportant, like spleen size and cytopenia or low blood counts, and improve how patients do and ultimately prolong survival. But we’re looking to leverage these findings from the lab to find therapies that change the disease course and improve outcomes like survival and progression-free survival.

Your MPN, Your Journey: How New Discoveries Will Impact Personalized Care

Many agents are leading us in that direction. These agents turn on the p53 pathway, like navtemadlin, an oral drug that binds a protein called MDM2 and relieves repression on p53, allowing for the natural cell processes to be induced, which is cell death of the malignant cell. It’s a fascinating concept. Navtemadlin is at the forefront of doing that. We showed data in the relapsed/refractory setting of using that as a single agent. We’re now going to move it up to combinations.

Your MPN, Your Journey: How New Discoveries Will Impact Personalized Care

Drugs like that are telling. They’re hitting pathways that can induce malignant cells at their core to die, to synergize, and be practical with it. We want to create therapies and approaches that capitalize off the benefits we have, like JAK inhibitors, which can be well-tolerated but can provide deeper responses than what we’ve seen thus far. Navtemadlin is a great example of that.

Your MPN, Your Journey: How New Discoveries Will Impact Personalized Care

What Have We Learned from MPN Gene Mutations?

Andrew: We’re going to go through a laundry list as we dig into different drugs, but I want to go over what you said. You’re trying to go back to the very basics of cancer, what went haywire in a patient who ends up with a bone marrow problem that leads to one of the MPNs. Can you shut it down at the earliest stage by understanding it?

Over the last few years, your scientific community has identified different oncogenes (cancer genes) that have been responsible for that. You talked about the heterogeneity or the differences. Some of us have CALR, some have JAK2, and some have MPL. Is that understanding helping?

Your MPN, Your Journey: How New Discoveries Will Impact Personalized Care

Dr. Mascarenhas: I do think it helps because we recognize that it’s not a monolithic disease. The driver mutations and the different amounts of those mutations that are understood to be present in the bone marrow cells as well as the sequence in which the mutations arose all tell a picture. They paint a picture of complexity at the molecular and cellular level that explains why there’s heterogeneity at the clinical level — why some patients have very high white counts and some patients have very low platelet counts; why some patients have very big spleens and some patients have a lot more anemia and transfusion dependence. It can all be explained relative to the biology, these mutations, and the effects of these mutations.

Your MPN, Your Journey: How New Discoveries Will Impact Personalized Care

Once we’ve realized that, the next step is how to take all of that complex data and distill that to help us understand how best to target those cells based on that genomic complexity. That’s where things like artificial intelligence and machine learning will help us move the field forward as it’s doing with other sciences. We’re moving in this direction of a deeper understanding of the biology from the molecular standpoint that informs us with prognostication, which is important, but most importantly, therapeutic implications.

Your MPN, Your Journey: How New Discoveries Will Impact Personalized Care

There is substantial data that would suggest that certain mutations likely influence outcomes and responses to treatment. Most patients will have had next-generation sequencing. You look at these gene panels and see if mutations exist in any given individual and what they mean. We know that some of these mutations can have influenced prognosis and outcome. Some of these mutations and the presence of more than one mutation could even predict a lesser response to drugs like ruxolitinib, a less robust spleen, a shorter duration of response, and a quicker time to failure of drugs. Knowing that upfront may be strategic in understanding how better to approach diseases rather than give the same drug to everybody.

Your MPN, Your Journey: How New Discoveries Will Impact Personalized Care

The same drug for everyone is not going to be the right answer. At the forefront, drugs that target CALR, for example, are exciting. We’re taking out a subset of patients with myelofibrosis and ET with the mutant CALR protein expressed on the surface of the cell and saying these patients may be best served by a drug that specifically targets that protein on the surface. That wouldn’t make sense for a JAK2-mutated patient. A JAK2-mutated patient may be best served with a small molecule inhibitor that specifically and selectively targets the JAK2 mutation, which is under investigation. You’re seeing these mutations inform the clinical development of very selective and specific drugs.

Your MPN, Your Journey: How New Discoveries Will Impact Personalized Care

Andrew: I almost think of next-generation sequencing like a modern art painting with red and blue splattered. Hopefully, with some consultation with an MPN specialist, you can find out how current therapies or investigational ones apply to your specific situation.

The genes that are driving our illness may evolve, so what the story is today may not be the same story in a year, two, or three.

Andrew Schorr

How Do Doctors Choose the Right JAK Inhibitor for the Patient?

Andrew: You also mentioned how the genes that are driving our illness may evolve, so what the story is today may not be the same story in a year, two, or three. I’ve been living with myelofibrosis since 2011. It has been pretty stable and has been driven by JAK2 V617F. You mentioned the four current approved JAK inhibitors. They have nuances and it would seem like the choice of which one or sequencing, as you said, may vary by patient based on their situation. How do you know where to start?

Your MPN, Your Journey: How New Discoveries Will Impact Personalized Care

Dr. Mascarenhas: We are blessed that we have choices today because it wasn’t always the case. We have opportunities to select drugs that may be best suited for different subsets of patients. For example, patients with low platelets or those who have cytopenic profiles may be best served by drugs that are easily delivered and have rationale in that patient population, namely pacritinib over ruxolitinib, in which we know platelets often limit the ability to dose up on ruxolitinib. Fedratinib, even more recently, had some data providing some more security there. We know that platelets could be a determinant of which one of the JAK inhibitors you’re going to select.

Most patients will start with ruxolitinib. It’s the oldest, most familiar, and probably still one of the best drugs that I’ve ever seen in this field

Dr. John Mascarenhas

Anemia is another one that’s gotten a lot of attention. It can be a major issue for patients at presentation and can worsen over time. Ruxolitinib is a great drug, but it can worsen anemia for some patients, so it may not be the best therapy in that setting. However, drugs like momelotinib or even pacritinib that inhibit ACVR1, a different protein, can improve anemia in some patients.

Your MPN, Your Journey: How New Discoveries Will Impact Personalized Care

We use patient profiles to help us understand which drugs to choose from, but for the most part, most patients will start with ruxolitinib. It’s the oldest, most familiar, and probably still one of the best drugs that I’ve ever seen in this field in terms of achieving its goals. But again, not every patient fits the bill, so you can tweak that as needed.

Is Combination Therapy the Next Step in Building on JAK Inhibitors?

Andrew: A lot of studies talk about building on ruxolitinib and I’m sure there’s discussion about building on the other JAK inhibitors as well. Is a one-two punch necessarily better? Is that where you’re headed?

Dr. Mascarenhas: It’s definitely what we’re interested in asking. We have JAK inhibitors that are disposable and beneficial, but they’re not sufficient. We have other drugs that have demonstrated clinical activity and are rational and validated in preclinical models, which are systems that help us understand whether it makes sense to take it into a patient. These are drugs like pelabresib, imetelstat, navtemadlin, and selinexor, but each drug has a rationale and is active even as a single agent in these diseases.

Your MPN, Your Journey: How New Discoveries Will Impact Personalized Care

The question being asked now is: is it better to combine the two drugs? If you look throughout oncology, most of oncology is treated with combinations of therapy. It’s very rare to find an oncologic disease, whether it’s of the blood or of the solid malignancy, where we use one agent and then if it fails, we go to a single subsequent agent. Usually, combinations of therapy are more potent together.

If you put agent X — whether it’s selinexor, navtemadlin, pelabresib, or imetelstat — together with ruxolitinib, which tends to be the first drug you pick, you tend to see better efficacy and, in some cases, even better safety profile when the two are combined.

Dr. John Mascarenhas

A term we often use is synergize. If you take either drug alone in a lab and expose them to malignant cells, the combination of the two drugs works better than one plus one — it’s almost one plus one plus one. You get better effects in terms of killing or limiting malignant cells. We hope to replicate in humans what we see in the lab or in mice that are engineered to have these diseases.

Your MPN, Your Journey: How New Discoveries Will Impact Personalized Care

The data in the field has taken us towards the route of combining novel agents that have shown activity in the relapsed/refractory setting with a single agent as combination therapy upfront. Most of the data would point that if you put agent X — whether it’s selinexor, navtemadlin, pelabresib, or imetelstat — together with ruxolitinib, which tends to be the first drug you pick, you tend to see better efficacy and, in some cases, even better safety profile when the two are combined. The natural question is: if we take two active agents, can we get deeper responses? What does deeper response mean?

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At the most superficial, it could mean more spleen reduction — that’s a regulatory endpoint — and deeper symptom improvements, but we’re looking at other biomarkers to understand if we’re hitting the target that we want. Are we getting deeper reductions in the driver mutation amounts of the variant allele frequency (VAF)? Are we reducing those numbers to suggest that we’re reducing the burden of disease in the bone marrow? Since we can’t measure it with a CT scan, are we reducing the disease in the bone marrow from other viewpoints like fibrosis? Is the amount of circulating abnormal cells reduced, something called the CD34+ cell number? Are we also reducing cytokines or inflammatory markers to a deeper extent?

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We look at all of these biological aspects and hallmarks of the disease. Are we getting even more profound effects on these biomarkers, suggesting that we’re modulating the disease more effectively? At the end of the day, MPN patients want to live better and longer, but we look for markers early in trials to understand if we’re getting there.

Andrew: These are very powerful medicines. Will the quality of life be diminished if you add this other big gun? We want to live longer, for sure, but we want to live well. Could you talk about the power of the combinations but the worry about additional side effects?

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Dr. Mascarenhas: I’ll give you a prime example where one plus one can equal three from an efficacy standpoint but might still equal one from a safety standpoint. A great example is the MANIFEST-2 study. We took JAK inhibitor-naive patients with myelofibrosis and randomized them to the standard of care, which would be ruxolitinib, plus a placebo and ruxolitinib plus the study drug pelabresib, which is an oral BET inhibitor, a very rational drug that modeling has shown us should synergize very nicely with ruxolitinib. It’s a double-blinded study, so the patients and investigators don’t know what the person is getting; only a computer knows.

The answer is it did. Efficacy-wise, if you look at 24 weeks, there were very profound reductions in spleen size and very profound reductions in symptoms. If you look at the biomarkers — the bone marrow fibrosis, the inflammatory cytokines, and the JAK2 mutation — the reductions were far more significant. Everything aligned with the superiority of the combination.

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But most intriguingly, if you looked at the safety profile, there were fewer grade 3 and 4 treatment-emergent side effects with the combination than with the single agent. I’ve never seen that before where two active agents combined got almost double the clinical activity and less toxicity. I hope it’s reassuring for patients that double the action doesn’t mean double the trouble. You can combine some of these drugs, get good activity, and not make patients feel worse but even make patients feel better and have less toxicity.

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We have to acknowledge that we add toxicity sometimes when we add combinations. Sometimes that toxicity is in the form of gastrointestinal (GI) toxicity or lower blood counts. Sometimes it’s a trade-off. Are we getting deeper responses that could lead to better outcomes where we could be getting more cytopenia and more need for monitoring, or even transfusions? Is that reasonable for a given individual? Could we be adding some nausea and diarrhea by doing that?

What’s key to this conversation is: are we adding these toxicities continuously or periodically when some of these (MPN treatments) are dosed? For example, navtemadlin is a very active drug. When we looked at the data, it was very clear that you could get some GI toxicity. It was mostly low-grade and easy to manage, but it’s there. The drug is dosed for seven days in a row out of 28 days. The toxicity was mostly relegated to days two and nine.

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This is an esoteric or personal question: for any given individual, if that deeper response could lead to better outcomes, is that period where you may have GI toxicity worth it? From a human perspective, I’m not sure. From a clinical investigation, we’re interested in trying to understand: are we providing full good at a price or is it going to be good and no price? Nothing comes for free, but these are important questions.

We rely on the patient community to tell us. We don’t simply ask patients how they’re feeling. There’s also a much-validated tool that we use called Patient Global Impression of Change (PGIC), which is simple. It asks: if you put everything together, all the toxicities that might ensue and benefits that you’re noticing or being told by the physician that you’re getting, do you feel like you are the same, a little better, a lot better, a hell of a lot better, or a little worse? The PGIC is a very valuable tool because patients will tell you if the whole thing is worth it or not. It’s key to making sure that globally, they believe that they feel that what they’re doing and what they’re going through is a net benefit at the end of the day.

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Transplant vs. Medication: Where Do We Stand?

Andrew: You’ve mentioned a number of these drugs that are investigational on top of the four approved JAK inhibitors. I’m 74, so I don’t plan to do a transplant, but some patients are younger and it’s been recommended they have a transplant. As you say, it can be curative. It’s a big gun. I lived in Seattle for a long time where they developed it originally and I knew about the morbidity and mortality, and that continues for some people. Where are we now with transplant versus all these other treatments?

My hope and my goal in my lifetime and my career would be that we ultimately develop therapies that make transplants unnecessary.

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Dr. Mascarenhas: Fortunately or unfortunately, transplant remains the only modality that we have for a cure and, as you’ve pointed out, it’s not for everybody. If you’re advanced in age or have too many comorbidities, a transplant may be more dangerous and detrimental than it ever will be helpful. I’m an advocate for transplant, but it’s for a select group of patients. Patients who go into transplant are moving into an aggressive type of therapy, but it has to meet the aggressive nature of the disease. You would never take someone who has a low-risk version of the disease right into transplant because you could cause more harm earlier on than good.

It’s a complicated discussion that involves understanding where the patient is from a disease perspective, the nature of their disease, their goals, understandings, and expectations, and making sure they have a donor and support system to do a transplant. I encourage that conversation. It’s important, but it’s not going to be for everyone.

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My hope and my goal in my lifetime and my career would be that we ultimately develop therapies that make transplants unnecessary. At its core, transplant is taking immune cells and using them to ultimately get rid of the grandfather or grandmother cell, which is what we call the stem cell that started the disease process, and that’s an immune-mediated elimination of the cell. If we can figure out how best to do that with medicinal therapies that may not be as intense, then we could get to a point where transplant may become historic.

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At Mount Sinai, that’s what a lot of our translational research has been based on, and Ron Hoffman and others have taught me this. It’s a stem cell-directed approach to shut down or eliminate that pool of cells that allows the disease to persist. Even after you wipe out cells with a transplant, those cells can come back. Using science and collaborating with patients, targeting stem cells with rational therapies is the only way we’re going to do that.

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If it weren’t for patients who show up at tertiary care centers like ours, meet physicians like me, and sign consent forms to allow us to take their blood, bank it, and use it to understand the biology, then we wouldn’t be able to move the field forward. It’s the science that we derive from our patient’s cells and their generosity, and allowing us access to their data that help us understand how to make the next generation of therapies that will target that stem cell.

Andrew: I’m a big believer in that. I go to a tertiary center as well. I’m willing to give the blood and I’d recommend that to people.

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Will PV or ET Progress to Myelofibrosis? What Can Be Done?

Andrew: We have people who may not have myelofibrosis. They may have polycythemia vera or essential thrombocythemia. As they learn, they know that there can be a progression from one to another. They’re not on a JAK inhibitor, but they might be someday. What do we know about slowing progression or even knowing who will progress?

Dr. Mascarenhas: We know that the disease is chronic and progressive. Progression is not just a fear of the patient; it’s a reality that we as physicians try to risk stratify. When we meet patients, we try to understand if there are risk variables that may help us predict what that timeline might be to make treatment decisions.

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We believe the rate of progression and the reason patients progress is due to clonal evolution. Blood cells acquire more mutations and alterations that allow that cell population to behave differently and change the clinical picture. We use variables, like age, anemia, white blood cell count elevation, presence of circulating blasts, low platelet count, and high molecular mutations or chromosomal abnormalities, and enter them into prognostic scoring systems, which can be found online.

Many patients will find one of these prognostic scoring systems, plug their information in, and get a sense of where they fall in prognosis. But I will caution patients: if you ever do that or speak to a physician, you must understand statistics. Please don’t make the mistake of assuming that the median survival you see is what your lifespan is. It doesn’t work that way. It’s a framework to understand where in the spectrum of patients you fall and help us make treatment decisions about the most appropriate therapy.

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Our approach will evolve over time to a more refined, risk-adapted approach where we use mutations to guide us not just in the selection of therapies but the timing of when to use those therapies. From seeing enough patients, I understand that progression is a real concern for ET, PV, and myelofibrosis patients.

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Progression to Acute Myeloid Leukemia (AML)

Dr. Mascarenhas: The ultimate concern about progression is the potential to evolve into acute myeloid leukemia (AML). Sometimes you might hear it called the blast phase. That’s an aggressive form of leukemia that is problematic and is a fear factor for patients and physicians treating patients with MPNs.

To see if that’s a concern, we look at mutations like p53, a type of mutation, or the presence of circulating blasts or blasts, which are immature cells in the bone marrow. That information can help us get a sense of what the risk may be of a patient transforming into an acute myeloid leukemia.

MPN-related AML is molecularly distinct from de novo AML… Unfortunately, it’s often more resistant or refractory to the traditional types of therapies that we give in that setting.

Dr. John Mascarenhas

Are We Making Progress with Secondary AML in MPN Patients?

Andrew: There’s a percentage of MF patients who traditionally would progress to AML. There’s been progress in what you’d call primary AML and there have been a number of drugs developed, but secondary AML that would come out of myelofibrosis, I understand, has been more difficult. Where are we with that now?

Dr. Mascarenhas: You’re right. For what we call de novo AML, we have a plethora of different agents. They’re still not enough, but we have agents that can be quite effective in trying to control that type of AML and induce a response. Those agents typically are not as effective and don’t have a very significant impact on the disease process in secondary AML or AML that arises out of an antecedent myeloproliferative neoplasm, whether that’s ET, PV, or myelofibrosis.

MPN-related AML is molecularly distinct from de novo AML. It looks different from a mutation profile and behaves differently. Unfortunately, it’s often more resistant or refractory to the traditional types of therapies that we give in that setting. There’s no benefit to an AML patient who had an MPN previously by giving them induction chemotherapy unless that’s followed by a transplant. Every study tells us that doesn’t improve patient outcomes, so we know that’s not effective.

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We rely on drugs like hypomethylating agents, like decitabine, decitabine+cedazuridine, or azacitidine. These epigenetic therapies try to induce maturation of these immature cells, which is what leukemia is, or immature cells that don’t know grow up. We try to induce that maturation process so that they die a more natural death. It’s less intense, but it’s more effective with this type of AML.

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There are a lot of other therapies under clinical investigation. Some of them are molecularly directed therapies. We’ve run trials with IDH inhibitors, oral drugs that specifically go after mutations that can be present in AML that arose out of an MPN, which can be quite effective. Understanding the molecular profile of that AML could inform treatment decisions. The reality is that’s an AML that’s problematic. Our real goal is to stop the process from evolving to AML because we know that treating that is complicated.

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Role of Interferon for the Treatment of MPNs

Andrew: We’ve had interferon for a long time. Where does that fall in?

Dr. Mascarenhas: Interferon, which is a biologic that has been around a long time, is an interesting compound. There is a lot of data in the lab and in patients who’ve been treated on trials, particularly polycythemia vera and essential thrombocythemia, that this drug can be anti-cloning. You can see changes in blood count numbers with ET and PV, and reductions in mutation levels that are driving mutations like the JAK2 mutation. Groups have shown that a reduction in those levels correlates with better event-free survival (EFS). Events are clotting, bleeding, progression, and death in ET and PV. We see the value in that setting. Interferon’s increasing in its utility and use throughout the world.

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Myelofibrosis is a little bit different. There’s probably some value there, particularly in treatment-naive early forms of the disease or prefibrotic forms. Interferon is under active clinical investigation in a global study, which is taking patients with lower-risk diseases that don’t have so much complexity and fibrosis in their bone marrow and have seen so many different types of therapies. Interferon works best early on in the disease course. Once the disease gets too complicated and too advanced, it may not be that effective.

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New Drugs Being Studied in MPN Treatments Clinical Trials

Andrew: We mentioned the ASH conference. There are the European Hematology Association (EHA) meetings and other meetings that you attend as well. You mentioned selinexor and navtemadlin. There’s nuvisertib, elritercept, and DISC-071, an anti-hemojuvelin antibody. Help us understand this constellation of what’s going on.

Dr. Mascarenhas: You’ll notice certain themes. For the uninitiated, these names are somewhat frustrating because they don’t resonate. If one were to think about themes, they make sense.

What we’re trying to do in translating the understanding of the biology from the laboratory to the clinic is targeting signaling pathways. These pathways are inappropriately activated in malignant cells that continue to tell them to proliferate, secrete inflammation, and do things that they’re not supposed to do.

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We have very intricate, complex, and overlapping signaling pathways in many malignancies, including myelofibrosis. Multiple signaling pathways are inappropriately activated or hyperactivated. For example, JAK inhibitors inhibit the JAK-STAT signaling pathway and you’ll notice those drugs end with “nib.” Those are small molecule inhibitors that inhibit enzymes in those signaling pathways.

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Nuvisertib is a small molecule inhibitor which is a selective PIM-1 kinase inhibitor. It inhibits an enzyme in a signaling pathway that is very relevant to the biology of the disease. It has nice data so far that shows a reduction in symptoms, particularly spleen size and cytokines, as a single agent in patients who’ve already been on a JAK inhibitor.

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Other drugs may try to turn on mechanisms that have been turned off, like navtemadlin and selinexor. These drugs are focused on different pathways but with one unifying theme, which is the p53 pathway. It’s the master regulator of cell fate. In a normal situation, your cells would get cues to commit suicide if they were infected or corrupted in some way and that is governed by the p53 pathway, an intrinsic pathway that limits the cell’s life. The problem is malignant cells have co-opted that system and turned it off. They turn it off in different ways. Navtemadlin and selinexor, through having different mechanisms, act on trying to turn that pathway on and encourage that cell to die.

You’ll see drugs that get into the cell that affect pathways, drugs that get into the cell that try to turn on pathways, and drugs that try to use the immune system in different ways to go after the abnormal cell.

Dr. John Mascarenhas

Then you might see a drug like a calreticulin antibody, which inevitably will get a name. You’ll notice early on that it’s just letters and numbers and as the development goes on, it becomes funny names that don’t make any sense and then ultimately, when it gets to the commercial space, it will be a catchy name that could be marketed. The mutant CALR antibody drug by Incyte is a perfect example of what will be a “mab,” a monoclonal antibody, which is targeted at the CALR mutant protein expressed aberrantly on the surface of the cell and is a marker for those abnormal cells. What better way to attack an abnormal cell than to have a selective marker? It’s like a handshake. It’s not even a drug; it’s a peptide. It’s a protein that binds that and by doing that, internalizes that protein complex, and that leads to the death of that cell selectively.

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Approaches like that will be very fascinating. Those are immune-based approaches. They have BiTEs (bispecific T-cell engagers) that multiple companies are developing, which introduce T cells in a myelofibrosis patient to the abnormal cell by having two ends of that antibody — one that goes after the CALR, for example, and the other one that goes after CD3 on a T cell — and introduces the two cells together so that that T cell does what it should have done in the first place: recognize and create a response to that abnormal cell.

You’ll see drugs that get into the cell that affect pathways, drugs that get into the cell that try to turn on pathways, and drugs that try to use the immune system in different ways to go after the abnormal cell. These are the general themes.

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Considering a Clinical Trial

Andrew: Some drugs are being studied at different levels. What would you say about considering enrolling a patient in a trial once there’s a clear picture of their case? Is there one of these that could line up with that? Take us through the thinking and discussion between a doctor and a patient about considering being in a trial.

Dr. Mascarenhas: I have to acknowledge that being on a trial is scary. I hear this all the time: guinea pig. You feel as though you may be experimented on. I always try to caution patients from that mentality because if you have a disease like myelofibrosis that is frightening to have in itself and can limit the quality of life and maybe even the time that you have, then it warrants consideration to do better than the MPN treatment standard of care. The standard of care, which is JAK inhibitors, has benefits for sure, but it’s incomplete for many patients.

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The consideration for trials hinges on the patient’s goals and desires. Clinical trials may not be reasonable for every patient. Geography influences clinical trials. If you live in a rural area, the distance to a center offering a clinical trial may preclude you from participating. We know other factors may also get in the way of joining clinical trials, like language barriers, cultural barriers, and financial barriers.

I would encourage any patient who sees a specialist and goes to a tertiary care center to at least seek a consultation. This will help them understand what someone who does this full-time thinks about their disease, to clarify or classify their disease, and what clinical trial options exist.

Trials should make sense. You have to ask questions so that you understand what you’re getting involved in.

Dr. John Mascarenhas

I’ve been around long enough to know ruxolitinib as INCB18424 before it was Jakafi. The drug was used in the clinic and we prayed that it was going to make a big difference and it did. It wasn’t enough of a difference, but it made a big difference. I remember those brave patients who were the first patients to get on that study. They set the tone for the whole field and the development of other therapies because of what they put themselves into. Those patients needed the therapy, but what they did allowed us to prescribe the drug to a lot of patients. It has a profound impact way beyond that individual.

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The reality is patients go on a clinical trial for themselves and that is what it should be, but you end up helping the greater good at the same time. You have to feel comfortable with joining a clinical trial. You have to read the consent form. You have to ask questions. What does it involve? What are the potential toxicities? What would be the consequences of participating in a trial?

I feel very comfortable saying that in 2025, any trial I’m aware of that’s offered to patients is an informed trial. These are not trials where we’re taking a random agent off a shelf, throwing it over there, and hoping that it works. These are drugs and agents that are vetted, have a rationale, and go through many layers of pre-testing before they go into humans. You have to trust your physician because if your physician is working with you, then the trial that’s offered to you would hopefully make sense. Trials should make sense. You have to ask questions so that you understand what you’re getting involved in.

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Getting the Test Drug vs. a Placebo

Andrew: You mentioned that people ask if they’re going to be a guinea pig. They also ask if they’re going to get the “good stuff.” In other words, they want to know if they’re getting a sugar pill or a placebo. Could you talk about that concerning these trials for drugs that are investigational now?

Dr. Mascarenhas: If you’re in a phase 3 study that’s randomized, a computer randomizes you to arm A or arm B. Arm A may be the active clinical trial agent and arm B could be a placebo, but that has to be disclosed in a consent form. That’s essential. You can ask the physician, “Do I get the study drug or is it going to be randomized? Is it going to be a placebo?”

But a placebo is not always bad. For example, in the MANIFEST-2 study or what’s currently enrolling in the SENTRY study with selinexor, you get randomized as a JAK inhibitor-naive patient with myelofibrosis to either Jakafi plus a placebo, so you’re still getting active therapy, versus Jakafi plus selinexor.

It would be unethical to give nothing to someone who needs treatment.

Dr. John Mascarenhas

The idea is: can we build upon the success of the standard of care? That becomes important. It would be unethical to give nothing to someone who needs treatment. It’s not unethical and it’s practical to give someone who needs treatment the standard of care plus a sugar pill, which is blinded, versus the standard of care plus the study drug to ask which treatment regimen is better.

You can ask your physician, but you’ll notice that most trials will allow crossover and that becomes important. If you get the placebo, which only the computer knows, at some interval, most trials will allow you to cross over to the active compound. It becomes a question of: do I get the active combination upfront or is it delayed? That’s a nuance that I want to stress. If you’re participating in a phase 1 or phase 2 study, you’re going to get the drug. Those are not placebo-controlled studies. You should always be getting the drug in those settings.

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What If I Have Other Chronic Conditions?

Andrew: Some of us have other conditions, like diabetes, high blood pressure, or a heart condition — for me, it’s chronic lymphocytic leukemia, which is fortunately pretty well-controlled— but we’re often excluded from trials depending on the condition. We understand the worry of the investigators. Is our data clean? Can you extrapolate from that? Can you talk about exclusion criteria and compassionate use?

Dr. Mascarenhas: The reality is there are biases in the way we do trials. We avoid patients who may be inappropriate and these are real patients who might be in need, but the trial may not be appropriate. These can be patients who have very significant kidney or heart dysfunction or a competing malignancy. Interestingly, CLL, which is more frequently seen in patients with MPNs, has different stages. Sometimes a study will allow patients who have a very indolent type of CLL to go on the study. But often, trials will be very particular, especially registration studies where they’re going for approval.

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The last thing a study needs is to have confounding data where they’re unclear whether they’re making something unrelated to the myelofibrosis worse or that condition is making the assessment of the drug harder to appreciate. There is a tendency to exclude patients who have extremes of comorbidities so not all comorbidities. If you have grade 1 heart failure, that’s often allowed in a study because that’s a reality of life.

There is a very strict inclusion and exclusion criteria, what we call eligibility criteria, which determine the ability to put someone on a study. Most of those are there for safety reasons to avoid causing additional problems with a drug because it’s not intended for that reason. Another reason why they’re there is if you have a very messy, patient population with lots of diversity and heterogeneity in organ function, etc., it can be very difficult to assess whether the treatment we’re giving is safe or effective. To some extent, out of necessity, we create some homogeneity out of the heterogeneity.

Compassionate use… requires a lot of regulatory oversight, approval, and effort, which is not provided by a company or anyone.

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Andrew: How about compassionate use? If somebody would otherwise be excluded, could their doctor make a plea for a late-stage patient?

Dr. Mascarenhas: Compassionate use is often not that compassionate. It’s trying to get access to a drug under an investigational new drug (IND) and creating a protocol for one individual. What is not always appreciated is while that sounds great, many steps go into that and it requires a lot of regulatory oversight, approval, and effort, which is not provided by a company or anyone. It’s the physician and whatever team members he can assemble to try to do that.

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Although compassionate use is an opportunity to get a drug, it’s often an opportunity plagued by the realities of a very cumbersome bureaucratic system that doesn’t make it very easy and timely to get to that drug. Although it’s there and in some cases helpful, it’s not always practical or realistic for people to get compassionate use and sometimes the access to those drugs is restricted by the FDA and/or the sponsor.

But compassionate use can sometimes be an opportunity to get a drug that wouldn’t otherwise be eligible and that’s key. If there’s a trial that allows the patient to get access, they often will not provide compassionate use because it would be felt unethical to allow someone to get access to a drug while all other patients would have to go through the normal routine of the clinical trial. This has to fit very strict criteria and is not always achievable.

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The Future of Treatments for MPN Patients

Andrew: We have ASH in the rearview mirror. You have other conferences during the year and you’re speaking at a number of them. You’re actively involved in research and seeing patients as well. I want to get where your head’s at as far as promise in the field, how you feel about it, and what people can do about it.

Dr. Mascarenhas: We are way further ahead than we were in 2005, 2010, and 2015. I’ve watched the field grow in terms of our understanding, the amount of attention and support that’s provided to this rather small area of hematology from the federal government in terms of NIH grants — in which we indulge in getting to try to help move the field forward independent of pharmaceutical interests — but as well as pharmaceutical interest and philanthropy. They all help grease this machinery of translational research and understanding. We have cadres of smart, well-intentioned PhDs, MDs, and MD-PhDs that are helping us understand the biology and that is directly translating into the clinic to help us fine-tune our treatment.

We’re trying to understand how to get access to and develop multiple therapies that could be used in different subsets of patients or different combinations.

Dr. John Mascarenhas

You look at ASH or EHA and see endless abstracts of agents that we didn’t even know about or targets that we didn’t even understand 10 years ago. I have to believe that’s going to translate ultimately to better therapies and multiple therapies. I don’t think it’s going to be one therapy fits all. We’re trying to understand how to get access to and develop multiple therapies that could be used in different subsets of patients or different combinations and that is something that I do feel optimistic about. I would say we’re moving forward in 2025 and beyond in rational combinations and allowing science to drive the advancements.

You’ve known me for a long time. I always feel positive. I walk to work and I’m enthusiastic every day I come in because I believe in the mission. We’re making strides. I see it in the patients that I treat, but I believe it for the future.

What Patients Can Do to Alleviate Symptom Burden

Andrew: For a patient who has significant anemia, declining platelet counts, an enlarged spleen, or whatever symptom they’re experiencing, what can they do that could make a difference in the short term?

Dr. Mascarenhas: If you’re having symptom burden, particularly if it’s interfering with your quality of life and activities of daily living, you should see a physician who specializes in hematology and, ideally, someone who has expertise in this area.

The longer one delays starting therapy, the less likely that therapy will be effective and that the effects of that therapy will be durable.

Dr. John Mascarenhas

A JAK inhibitor is the front-line therapy to try to address those aspects. It doesn’t preclude one from looking at clinical trials that might even be combinations upfront of a JAK inhibitor plus an active agent to see if one can get even better, deeper, and earlier responses. But at the very least, a JAK inhibitor to try to address symptoms because you don’t get extra points for suffering through symptoms. It’s harder to rescue if one delays treatment. The data is very clear about that. The longer one delays starting therapy, the less likely that therapy will be effective and that the effects of that therapy will be durable.

Andrew: You may live at a distance from one of the major centers where there is an MPN specialist, but there are MPN specialists. You refer to cadres of researchers and physicians who are working in this area and it makes sense to have a consultation with somebody like Dr. Mascarenhas at Mount Sinai or my doctor, Dr. Jamieson at UC San Diego. Fortunately, many others are studying this and working on it and understand these nuances, so you get personalized care for where you are now and where you may be headed.

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Final Takeaways on MPN Treatments

Andrew: This has been a helpful discussion. Is there anything you wanted to add, John, that we didn’t cover?

Dr. Mascarenhas: We covered all the major points and I conveyed my continued optimism. One boon that we have is it’s a very collaborative field. When you look at the abstracts, trials, and studies, you will see all the names that are listed, which reflects our collaborative nature. These are rare diseases. You can’t work in a silo. We’re all friends and colleagues. We all have a unified mission. We’re focused on that as an international team and that’s why I remain enthusiastic that we’re going to make the progress.

Andrew: Thank you for your collaboration and people. I’m seeing a lot of younger physicians and scientists interested in this area, so that gives us a great deal of hope. Dr. Mascarenhas, thank you for your devotion to us. We appreciate your time. We’re all bonded in this together. Remember: knowledge can be the best medicine of all.

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Conclusion

Tiffany: That discussion [ on MPN treatments ] was the definition of news you can use. Thank you, Dr. Mascarenhas and our patient advocate and moderator Andrew, for taking the time out of your busy schedules to keep The Patient Story community informed. If you are a patient, caregiver, partner, or advocate, consider being a voice leader in your community or with us at The Patient Story.

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Laurie’s Stage 4 Follicular Lymphoma Story

Laurie’s Stage 4 Follicular Lymphoma Story

Laurie, a Los Angeles resident, was diagnosed with stage 4 follicular non-Hodgkin lymphoma in 2006, when she was 46. Her journey to diagnosis began years earlier with vague symptoms—frequent sinus infections, a tendency for her right eye to dry out, fatigue, and a lump in her abdomen. Multiple doctors dismissed her concerns, with one attributing the lump to a hernia. But a diagnostician ordered a CT scan, and it revealed a grapefruit-sized tumor and spots on her lungs.

Interviewed by: Nikki Murphy
Edited by: Chris Sanchez

After undergoing a series of tests, including biopsies, Laurie learned she had follicular non-Hodgkin lymphoma, a type of cancer affecting the lymphatic system. Her initial response to the cancer diagnosis was shock, followed by depression and uncertainty about how to explain the situation to her young son and husband.

Laurie’s treatment regimen started with chemotherapy and a monoclonal antibody, which successfully reduced the tumors after 6 rounds. However, her cancer relapsed, and she explored additional treatment options, including a clinical trial using an HDAC inhibitor (therapy that helps control how cancer cells grow and divide by affecting the cancer cell DNA). It initially stabilized the cancer but ultimately failed after 11 months. Consequently, Laurie turned to alternative therapies, including radioimmunotherapy (delivering high dose radiation directly to the tumor cells) and a more aggressive chemotherapy regimen, but these also proved unsuccessful.

In 2011, Laurie enrolled in a clinical trial for a Pi3 kinase inhibitor (a treatment that works to block a pathway cancer cells use to grow and survive that can slow a cancer’s growth and help keep it under control), which kept her cancer stable for over 5 years, albeit not fully eliminating it. During this time, she learned about CAR T-cell therapy, a cutting-edge treatment using a patient’s own T cells to target cancer cells. While initially not available for follicular lymphoma, CAR T-cell therapy became an option for Laurie in 2018. She consequently underwent the procedure — a remarkable 7th line of cancer treatment. As a result, she achieved remission for the first time in 12 years. As of 2024, Laurie has remained cancer-free. Her oncologist considers her cured, as her CAR T-cells continue to be detectable in her system.

Throughout her treatment journey, Laurie faced numerous challenges, including the side effects of chemotherapy, radiation, and steroids. She developed avascular necrosis, which required hip surgery, a consequence of long-term steroid use. However, despite these struggles, Laurie’s battle with cancer transformed her into a passionate patient advocate. She now works with 3 nonprofits, helping others navigate cancer treatment and advocating for more accessible and less potentially toxic therapies like CAR T-cell therapy. Laurie emphasizes the importance of finding a specialized oncologist, self-advocacy, and the value of second opinions and clinical trials in managing cancer.

Laurie’s story underscores the evolving landscape of cancer treatment, particularly in the context of immunotherapy. She highlights the importance of staying informed and advocating for oneself or having someone advocate on their behalf, especially as new therapies emerge. Through persistence, resilience, and research, Laurie continues to support others facing similar battles. She shares her journey to inspire hope and grow awareness.


  • Name:
    • Laurie A.
  • Age at Diagnosis:
    • 46
  • Diagnosis:
    • Follicular lymphoma
  • Staging:
    • Stage 4
  • Symptoms:
    • Frequent sinus infections
    • Dry right eye
    • Fatigue
    • Lump in abdomen
  • Treatments:
    • Chemotherapy
    • Targeted therapy
    • Radioimmunotherapy

This interview has been edited for clarity and length. This is not medical advice. Please consult with your healthcare provider to make informed treatment decisions.

The views and opinions expressed in this interview do not necessarily reflect those of The Patient Story.


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Overcoming Racial Barriers in Clinical Trials from a Lung Cancer Oncologist

Overcoming Racial Barriers in Clinical Trials from a Lung Cancer Oncologist

Marjory Charlot, MD, MPH, MSc, is a medical oncologist and health services researcher at UNC Lineberger Comprehensive Cancer Center. She primarily specializes in people who have lung cancer. Her research focuses on increasing awareness and access to clinical trials among Black communities and communities with low-income or persistent poverty.

Interviewed by: Nikki Murphy
Edited by: Katrina Villareal


This interview has been edited for clarity and length. This is not medical advice. Please consult with your healthcare provider to make informed treatment decisions.

The views and opinions expressed in this interview do not necessarily reflect those of The Patient Story.



Introduction

Nikki Murphy: Tell us about yourself.

Dr. Marjory Charlot: I’m a medical oncologist and health services researcher. I work at UNC Lineberger Comprehensive Cancer Center and primarily specialize in lung cancer patients. Part of my work is working in the hospital for patients who either have a suspicion of cancer or have a cancer diagnosis but are hospitalized for symptoms of their cancer or side effects from their treatment. As a health services researcher, my research focuses on increasing awareness and access to clinical trials among Black communities and communities with low-income or persistent poverty.

Outside of medicine, I’m a wife and a mom. I have two children, one in elementary school and one in middle school. I recently completed an aquathlon, a swim-run competition, which is a big deal for me because I don’t have a great relationship with swimming. I learned to swim as an adult, so it was a big accomplishment for me to be able to complete this duathlon, so that was exciting. I also love to travel and visit different places across the US or abroad. I also love to eat. I love various types of foods.

Dr. Marjory Charlot

When I completed my medical training, I knew that I wanted to be an oncologist. There was no question about that.

Marjory Charlot, MD, MPH, MSc at UNC Lineberger Comprehensive Cancer Center
Dr. Marjory Charlot

A Winding Path to Medicine

Nikki: What was your number one driver to becoming a doctor?

Dr. Charlot: I knew from a young age that I wanted to become a doctor. I grew up in Mattapan, a neighborhood in Boston, and I was privileged enough to have a Haitian pediatrician who had his practice in the community and did house visits. The Haitian community where I grew up was tight-knit and it was informative for me to be able to see someone who shared my heritage be a physician and be one with the community, so I wanted to be exactly like him.

My path to becoming a doctor was not straight and narrow. After I graduated from college, I spent a couple of years working in different types of advocacy work related to education and moved on to teaching middle school students about health professional careers. After that, I got my degree in public health and then after that, I went to medical school. It was a winding path to medicine, but I knew that’s where I would end up eventually.

Why Oncology Became Her Calling

Nikki: How did you end up specializing in lung cancer?

Dr. Charlot: When I completed my medical training, I knew that I wanted to be an oncologist. There was no question about that. I felt like it was the field where you develop close-knit relationships with your patients, so that was a no-brainer. Oncology was the way that I wanted to go.

Concerning lung cancer, I was influenced by my mentor. When I started my training, there weren’t that many options for lung cancer. There was chemotherapy and that was pretty much it. However, during my training, there were a lot of new therapies coming up, like immunotherapy and targeted therapy. The excitement in the field drew me to want to be a part of this growing field concerning options for our patients. The field was getting to a place where we had more options to offer our patients other than chemotherapy itself and that’s where my love and compassion towards lung cancer grew.

Dr. Marjory Charlot

It was ingrained in me that we needed to think about the community and the circumstances that people are born in or the conditions they live in for the healthcare system to work.

Marjory Charlot, MD, MPH, MSc at UNC Lineberger Comprehensive Cancer Center
Dr. Marjory Charlot

Growing Up in Mattapan

Nikki: What motivated you to go above and beyond and focus on helping an entire community get better access to health care and treatment options, including clinical trials?

Dr. Charlot: Mattapan is a predominantly Black community and interestingly enough, my street and pretty much my whole block were folks that immigrated to Boston. I have a Haitian background, so my interest in terms of thinking about communities draws from that experience.

I lived in two different worlds. I had the world where I grew up in Mattapan, but I also always went to Catholic school, which was outside of our neighborhood. I saw the dichotomy between the school in terms of the affluence of the area and some of the students who attended that school and my neighborhood where we’re very rich in culture and pride, and hardworking, but we didn’t have the same resources.

When I became a doctor, I did all of my training at a safety net hospital, so we cared primarily for people who were underinsured or had no insurance. It was the hospital where I was born, so it was ingrained in me that we needed to think about the community and the circumstances that people are born in or the conditions they live in for the healthcare system to work.

That’s where my whole approach comes from in terms of thinking about Black communities and the importance of ensuring that they have the knowledge and the awareness of all the resources available to ensure that they have access to care and can improve their outcomes through those connections. As a physician, I think about the Black community and understand ways how we need to make those connections together for us to thrive, do better, and live healthy lives.

Dr. Marjory Charlot

I used my background concerning patient and community engagement to improve access to clinical trials, cancer care, and high-quality cancer care.

Marjory Charlot, MD, MPH, MSc at UNC Lineberger Comprehensive Cancer Center
Dr. Marjory Charlot

Developing the CREATE Initiative

Nikki: How did you end up at UNC?

Dr. Charlot: I was recruited to UNC primarily to work as a thoracic oncologist, so my specialty in lung cancer, as well as develop a program that was focused on clinical trials and increasing equity in clinical trials. As a result of my research and clinical background, I ended up starting the CREATE initiative, which is Cancer Research, Equity, and Advocacy Through Engagement. This initiative speaks to the strong community focus and the work that we do with our community partners for the healthcare system to work and for the treatments to get to the people that they were designed to treat. I used my background concerning patient and community engagement to improve access to clinical trials, cancer care, and high-quality cancer care.

Most Common Lung Cancer Symptoms

Nikki: We understand that there’s a wide range of symptoms, but what are the most common symptoms of lung cancer? And what should people never ignore?

Dr. Charlot: Screening in general is meant to detect cancers early, before they cause symptoms. But generally speaking, by the time a patient is diagnosed with cancer, medical oncologists see patients after the cancer has spread or advanced and not in a stage where it could be cured with surgery. However, things have changed with cancer where we’re using chemotherapy and immunotherapy even for earlier cancer stages.

Common symptoms are generally related to shortness of breath, coughing (particularly coughing up blood), and sometimes weight loss. Those are the top three that patients describe in terms of things that they’ve noticed when they’re diagnosed with cancer.

If the cancer has spread, they could present with various symptoms, like a headache if the cancer has spread to the brain or pain in various areas, like in the bones or the joints. There could be a wide range of symptoms depending on where the cancer is.

The most important thing is to be aware that cancer screening is an option, particularly for people who have had a long history of smoking. Twenty pack-years is the recommendation. Screening is for those who don’t have symptoms, but if they do have symptoms, it’s another reason to see their doctors so they can get examined and evaluated for potential cancer.

Dr. Marjory Charlot

It’s important to be able to test these drugs on a variety of people and understand how these treatments impact various groups.

Marjory Charlot, MD, MPH, MSc at UNC Lineberger Comprehensive Cancer Center
Dr. Marjory Charlot

Demystifying Clinical Trials

Nikki: We know that trials aren’t for everyone. What would you say specifically to Black and African Americans to convince them to learn about clinical trials?

Dr. Charlot: Clinical trials are an opportunity to get access to new treatments that are not currently available. For the Black community in particular, we know that outcomes are worse when it comes to cancer survival and mortality rates. Clinical trials provide an opportunity to get access to new drugs, which ideally will prolong life.

It’s important for all patients, regardless of background, to have access. We don’t know how these drugs are going to affect people, whether it’s based on their environment, socioeconomic status, or race. It’s important to be able to test these drugs on a variety of people and understand how these treatments impact various groups.

A Patient’s Clinical Trial Success Story

Nikki: Can you think of a specific story that shows how impactful a trial can be for someone?

Dr. Charlot: I started the CREATE initiative at Lineberger and we’re in the process of completing a research grant that I have, which is building a mobile app for Black women with breast cancer to see if it can help increase discussions about clinical trials with their providers. One of our patient research partners shared her story about participating in a trial where the trial led to her being cancer-free for a very long time in that she’s been able to see this drug become a standard of care for breast cancer treatment.

It’s important to acknowledge the historical past and some of the mistreatment that Black communities and individuals often get within the medical care system.

Marjory Charlot, MD, MPH, MSc at UNC Lineberger Comprehensive Cancer Center
Variety of chemotherapy drugs in bottles

This goes to show that when going into a trial, we don’t know whether or not these drugs are going to work. What we do know is that when you’re in a clinical trial, you’re under such close follow-up, which gives you even an extra layer of eyes of people who are watching how you’re doing. If these drugs prove to be better than the standard of care, these drugs end up helping people live longer.

It’s fascinating and wonderful to be able to work with someone who’s been through this whole process of participating in a clinical trial and seeing that her participation led to the approval of a new drug that is now being used for breast cancer patients. There’s no better story than to live through the process of being in a clinical trial and to see how that participation led to the approval of a drug that more women and other people with breast cancer can benefit from.

Overcoming Barriers in Black Communities

Nikki: What would your message be to the Black and African-American community who are fearful of clinical trials?

Dr. Charlot: We know that our healthcare system and our research enterprise in this country have not been the best, particularly for our Black communities. At the same time, it’s important to acknowledge the historical past and some of the mistreatment that Black communities and individuals often get within the medical care system. Acknowledgment is at the forefront.

It’s also important to know that there are safeguards in place with clinical trials. It’s important for us, specifically as Black individuals, to be a part of clinical trials because it gives us opportunities that we would potentially not have to access newer drugs. Acknowledge the past and understand that we have a part and the right to have access to newer treatments and interventions.

patient with doctor

We need to understand where our patients are coming from, know what their needs are, and partner with them.

Marjory Charlot, MD, MPH, MSc at UNC Lineberger Comprehensive Cancer Center
Dr. Marjory Charlot

The Role of Black Physicians in Healthcare

Nikki: What do you think healthcare professionals can do better when building trust with the Black and African American community?

Dr. Charlot: As a Black physician and even for healthcare providers who are not Black, we need to be one with our community. We need to understand where our patients are coming from, know what their needs are, and partner with them. If we do these separately in our silos, it doesn’t help improve access to care. It doesn’t help our communities thrive and live healthy lives. Making connections is what’s helped me in the work that I do and hopefully helping the patients that I’ve had the privilege to take care of over these past couple of decades as a physician.


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Natalie’s Stage 4 Non-Small Cell Lung Cancer Story

Natalie’s Stage 4 Non-Small Cell Lung Cancer Story

Interviewed by: Nikki Murphy
Edited by: Chris Sanchez

Natalie, who hails from Atlanta, GA, was diagnosed with stage 4 non-small cell lung cancer in June 2020. Her diagnosis followed a challenging 6-month period of inconclusive tests and misdiagnoses due to her age and non-smoking status. Her doctors initially attributed her symptoms, primarily fatigue and a persistent cough, to less serious conditions such as allergies or asthma. Despite undergoing multiple diagnostic procedures, including x-rays, CT scans, biopsies, and PET scans, Natalie only received her cancer diagnosis after one of her lungs collapsed during a biopsy.

Natalie was overwhelmed by the stage 4 diagnosis, associating the prognosis with a death sentence. Her cancer had already spread to both lungs and her lymph nodes, and her oncologist confirmed that there was no definitive cure. Natalie immediately began chemotherapy and immunotherapy treatments. While she managed the physical side effects, particularly severe fatigue, she continued working throughout her treatment, with few people aware of her diagnosis.

Over the course of 4 years, Natalie underwent 2 clinical trials after her cancer progressed, neither of which were successful. The first trial, at Emory Hospital, left her feeling worse than she did on chemotherapy and required multiple hospital visits. The second trial, in Nashville, produced no significant side effects. After these trials failed, she returned to chemotherapy, which has stabilized her cancer’s growth for now.

Beyond the physical challenges, Natalie has also struggled with the mental toll of her stage 4 non-small cell lung cancer. Therapy, her husband’s unwavering support, and her close-knit group of friends and family have been essential to her well-being. She acknowledges that at times she considered giving up treatment due to exhaustion but found renewed determination through the support of her loved ones and her desire to live and experience more of life.

Recently, Natalie’s pulmonologist informed her that she might be a candidate for a double lung transplant, a procedure that could potentially offer her a cure. She is in the early stages of the process and hopes that her cancer remains confined to her lungs so she can be placed on the donor list.

Natalie emphasizes the importance of advocating for lung cancer awareness, noting that anyone with lungs is at risk, not just smokers. She encourages others facing similar challenges to try to keep going, acknowledging the mental and physical difficulties of battling cancer. Her message is one of resilience and the importance of not giving up, even when the path is painful and difficult.


  • Name:
    • Natalie B.
  • Age at Diagnosis:
    • 33
  • Diagnosis:
    • Non-small cell lung cancer
  • Staging:
    • Stage 4
  • Symptoms:
    • Persistent cough
    • Fatigue
  • Treatments:
    • Chemotherapy
    • Immunotherapy
    • Clinical trials
    • Radiation (palliative)

This interview has been edited for clarity and length. This is not medical advice. Please consult with your healthcare provider to make informed treatment decisions.

The views and opinions expressed in this interview do not necessarily reflect those of The Patient Story.


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