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Roger’s Stage 2 Pancreatic Cancer Story

Roger’s Stage 2 Pancreatic Cancer Story

Interviewed by: Alexis Moberger
Edited by: Chris Sanchez

Roger, a lawyer into startups and the venture capital scene and a sports enthusiast, hails from Silicon Valley in Palo Alto, California. He discovered that he had pancreatic cancer in 2022.

Roger enjoys a very active lifestyle and strives to live a healthy life, but suddenly suspected he had cancer after his blood sugar increased and he started to lose weight. A liquid biopsy–a Galleri blood test by the healthcare firm GRAIL–revealed strong signals for certain types of cancer, including pancreatic cancer. An MRI from the company Prenuvo found a mass on his pancreas, and a CT scan and tissue biopsy confirmed that he had stage 2 pancreatic cancer. 

Pancreatic cancer is often seen as incurable and fatal, but Roger refused to accept this. His take-charge attitude to his health led him to conduct extensive research into his illness. Being based in Silicon Valley also gave him access to excellent medical care, but his openness to cutting-edge medical treatments–as well as the urgency of his case–brought him further afield, including to Japan, where he got the first dose of an advanced cancer vaccine. 

Roger also made certain significant changes to his lifestyle, with an eye towards not only staying healthy, but also making his body as inhospitable to cancer cells as possible.

Roger is no longer on chemotherapy and undergoes follow-up protocols every 6 months. He shares his story to encourage cancer patients to be more assertive regarding their illnesses and overall health, to do their own research and seek out the best treatments available, to refuse to settle for “standard of care” treatment, and, lastly, to never give up hope.


 
  • Name: Roger R.
  • Diagnosis:
    • Pancreatic cancer
  • Staging:
    • Stage 2
  • Initial Symptoms:
    • None
  • Treatment:
    • 5FU (folfirinox)
    • Gemzar (gemcitabine)
    • NK cell expansion therapy
    • Dendritic cell expansion therapy
    • Neoantigen peptide vaccine

This interview has been edited for clarity. This is not medical advice. Please consult with your healthcare provider to make treatment decisions.


Your health care, your health is just too important to trust to a doctor, as odd as that sounds… It is my personal experience that you have to take charge yourself.

You have to tell your doctor what tests you want run. You have to tell your doctor what you’re concerned about. You know your body better than anybody does.

And if you think just even subconsciously, that there’s something going on that shouldn’t be, you need to tell them.

Introduction

I’m a lawyer and I do startups and venture capital in Silicon Valley, California, in the Palo Alto area. 

In terms of hobbies, I work out a lot. I swim, bike, run, hike, do resistance training, winter mountaineering and ice climbing, rock climbing in the spring and summer–pretty much every sport and every activity you might imagine. I stay very active. 

Pre-Diagnosis

Signs and not Symptoms

At the time, before I was diagnosed, I didn’t think anything was wrong. But looking back on it, let’s say I had no symptoms, but I did have signs. There were clues. And the one big one that I and my doctors completely missed was that my blood sugar increased just slightly. You see, my blood sugar has always been exactly where I want it to be. 

And so I went in and I got blood tests. The doctor said, well, that just happens. You know, fasting glucose is kind of all over the place. Your a-1c is fine. It probably doesn’t mean anything. And I said, well, it must mean something. It’s higher than it was before. She said, well, we’ll come back in three months and test it again. 

So I came back in three months and it had gone up even more. Not only that, I’d also lost 5 pounds in the meantime. And I Googled it, of course. And that was my first clue, because there’s like a million things that could cause that to happen, one of which is pancreatic cancer. 

I know now that that always happens with pancreatic cancer, weight loss and blood sugar increase. I didn’t know it then.

Diagnosis

Galleri Blood Test by GRAIL

I went and got a battery of other tests, one of which was a liquid biopsy that first disclosed my cancer. So I used a blood test by Galleri by GRAIL. We call it liquid biopsy. This is a blood test that can detect 50 different cancers. They take blood, not tissue, and they can examine it and look for protein markers using strong AI to assist it, that will identify markers of different types of cancers and the tissue of origin. 

Here’s the story of how I ended up getting a Galleri test. 

Because I’m in Silicon Valley, I’m at the cutting edge of every new technology that comes out. And I’d heard about these tests being developed, and I’d been asking for them year after year. But the response was always the same: no such thing, it doesn’t work, it’s not available yet, you can’t have it, the FDA hasn’t approved it. Well, I was sitting in an airplane in April of 2022, reading a Tony Robbins book, and it mentions the Galleri test. And as soon as I landed, I started investigating.

Now, it took me a couple of months to actually get that test because a doctor has to prescribe it. That is just the rule in the U.S. I pushed ahead and found a telemedicine doctor that would prescribe a test.

I found an institution that advertised that they were all about preventative care. They’re all over the TV, a lot of advertising promoting that. What I liked about them is at least they didn’t say no, but I still had to tell them what I wanted. So like I told them long before this happened, I gave them a list of blood tests that I wanted, including the Galleri test.

It took about a couple of weeks before I got the results from the test. The doctor called me up and said, look, we found some signals for pancreatic or gallbladder or stomach or esophagus. And you should do further testing. It doesn’t mean you’ve got cancer. It just means we found strong signals, especially for pancreatic cancer. 

And based on that, I went in for an MRI the very next day.

Prenuvo MRI

Well, again, you can go into your hospital and you can wait around until they come back from vacation and get around to scheduling you. Hopefully they’ve got the personnel to do it, and so on. 

I didn’t do that. I went the very next day and got a private scan from a company named Prenuvo, which is right down the street from my house.

The results from the MRI took about a week to come back. It found a mass on my pancreas–a pretty imposing, concerning-looking mass. It was not well defined; it was large. In fact, they didn’t even think it was resectable. 

So the Galleri test was alarming because they found the signal, the Prenuvo test was more alarming because it confirmed there was something going on in my pancreas that did not look good.

CT scan and tissue biopsy

Based on the MRI’s findings, I went to a CT scan and a tissue biopsy where they actually examine tissue. I had to get into the system because then I needed more sophisticated things. CT with contrast, biopsies, endoscopes, stuff like that. 

And the CT scan and biopsy confirmed a diagnosis of stage two pancreatic cancer.

Primary care doctors’ attitudes

Now, prior to this point, what I heard from my primary care doctors was mostly: quit bugging me about this. It’s not serious. You’re not diabetic. You’re not pre-diabetic. You have no symptoms. And I’ll never forget these words. That is unnecessary testing. Boy, it was not unnecessary at all.

I guess I’ll admit, maybe I’m a little of a hypochondriac, but I want to check out every little thing. It’s just my personality. 

This is the one big message I would like people to have. 

Your health care, your health is just too important to trust to a doctor, as odd as that sounds. And as much as it pains me to say that, it is my personal experience that health is too important to trust to a doctor, you have to take charge yourself. You have to tell your doctor what tests you want run, and what you’re concerned about. You know your body better than anybody does. And if you think just even subconsciously, that there’s something going on that shouldn’t be, you need to tell them.

Reaction to the Diagnosis

I went through all of the stages of grief in about 12 hours, I think. Bargaining, anger, whatever they are. Sadness, acceptance. 

The conventional wisdom about pancreatic cancer, what American Cancer Society says, is that it’s incurable and fatal. Stage two has a life expectancy of about 1 to 3 years on average.

Like a lot of cancer patients, I was angry at my doctors. It’s like, how could you let this happen to me? Until I finally came to the realization that, hey, it’s not their job to keep me healthy. That’s my job. This is my failure, not theirs. 

Their job is to fix me when I’m sick, and that’s why I kept hearing from them. Come back when you’ve got symptoms. So, big lesson, find a doctor that’s willing to work with you and prescribe what you need to take care of your concerns. But then go out and self-educate and make sure you’re covering all the stuff that is silent or symptom free. 

Another thing is that, yes, the statistics regarding pancreatic cancer are really bad–and even many prominent doctors will say things like, pancreatic cancer is a death sentence at any stage–but what I came to discover is that all of those doctors are looking at backward-looking data. Plus, that data is kind of old because you’ve got to wait a certain number of years to get it. 

The statistics are based on the United States standard of care, on what we’ve done in the past under it. They are not based on what’s going on, going forward, and what’s out there in the future and what’s beyond standard of care.

And, also, statistics are very misleading because you have to make generalizations. 

I talked to a lot of cancer patients and survivors, and one of the pancreatic cancer survivors I talked to–one of the few who’s survived for 12 years since his diagnosis–said, really, you have to think of yourself as a statistic of one, because every person is unique, every cancer is unique. It’s so hard to generalize and place your faith in those generalizations.

Big lesson, find a doctor that’s willing to work with you and prescribe what you need to take care of your concerns.

But then go out and self educate and make sure you’re covering all the stuff that is silent or symptom free.

Treatments

Since I live in Silicon Valley, I’m lucky to have access to two of the best institutions–Stanford Health and UCSF in San Francisco. They both have very well respected oncology departments and some of the best cancer doctors in the country. 

I think I had top quality care from my doctors, and I am very grateful. But it wasn’t easy because I think our US medical system is just generally overwhelmed. And it’s just hard to get attention to get in. But again, this is where the patient has to be CEO and has to take charge. You have to be very, very assertive about these things. And I was very, very assertive. 

Once, I did get in front of an oncologist and they saw the numbers, scans and blood test results, then everything changed. And all of a sudden my case was urgent. Because pancreatic cancer is very aggressive, very fast-moving, you can’t wait 2 or 3 months to go get a scan. 

So they moved me along really quickly and put me into treatment quickly.

Chemotherapy: 5FU (folfirinox) and Gemzar (gemcitabine)

I talked to lots of doctors when it came to my chemotherapy. You know, a second opinion isn’t good enough for me. I think I spoke with a dozen oncologists before I decided on anything, because there are a lot of different options and it’s all up to the patient. You, the patient, have to decide which chemo you are going to get. 

So ultimately at one point I just asked my oncologist. I said, wait a minute, are you telling me that this is up to me? And he says, yeah, I’m afraid so. You tell us. You have to decide. These are your options. This is what I recommend, but these are your options.

So we first went with 5FU (folfirinox). I will say that there’s a pathologist who looked at my tissue who says we guessed wrong. According to the pathology report, there was no treatment effect, so we switched chemo to Gemzar (gemcitabine). Three months of chemo, surgery, and three more months of chemo. And I ended that in February of 2023.

Side effects of chemotherapy

I had every side effect that you could possibly have from the chemo, plus some the doctors had never seen before. 

The first thing my oncologist told me when I met him is, I want to apologize in advance for what I’m about to do to you. We’re going to be very aggressive about the chemo because you look like you’re strong enough to take it. And the thing about chemo, like most medicine in the US, you give the minimum effective dose, right? With chemotherapy it’s the maximum tolerable dose. Well, it turns out I can tolerate a lot.

So I had six months of just pure hell. I mean, it was pretty miserable. It looked like I had aged 20 years. It was super unpleasant. 

Even though I’m cancer-free now, some of these effects are still with me. I still have some neuropathy, for example, and chemo did things to my arteries that I did not think would happen. 

To combat the side effects of chemo, I was given a whole bunch of drugs and painkillers and anti-nausea and anti this and inhibitor that. I didn’t take any of them. 

It’s like, you know what? The chemo is enough. it’s hard enough on my liver. I like my liver and my kidneys. So I didn’t take any of those drugs. 

I said I would rather just lie here on my bathroom floor for a week and suffer than take any more drugs. And that’s what I did. 

And I don’t recommend that approach to anybody else other than a masochist like me.

Advanced treatments (neoantigen peptide vaccine, NK cell expansion therapy, dendritic cell expansion therapy)

One of the treatments I’ve taken that is very cutting-edge and forward-looking is a cancer vaccine–a neoantigen peptide vaccine. The vaccine is not like a drug or a checkpoint inhibitor. You’re using your own cells. 

I also received NK cell expansion therapy and dendritic cell expansion therapy, as well as some other things. Next month, I’m going in for a second round of a different set of targets, same concept, neoantigen peptides.

It took me a little while to find people that do this legitimately. But I did find these groups–and last year, I got my vaccine.

From the day I was diagnosed, I read NIH papers, PubMed papers, every single day. And I’ve gone down so many rabbit holes, you can’t imagine.

I read about a woman who lives in my neighborhood in Northern California who had stage four pancreatic cancer, and she got this vaccine–and afterwards, she went into a complete and total response, total remission. And I said, okay, I think there’s something there. I found it just through research.

I went to Japan to have mine, the first round anyway, because they are not subject to FDA rules, so they can move more quickly. And with pancreatic cancer, it’s important to move quickly. I didn’t want to wait around, so I went to Japan and got it done quickly.

Importantly, the physician I chose there also has his own lab, and that’s really important. So the administering physician also could get it from his own lab and I didn’t have to worry about any disconnect between those two components.

Now, I’m getting this vaccine in the United States under an expanded access application to the FDA. They also call that compassionate use, and that is an approach. But it’s another big red tape bureaucratic process that we should not make people go through. Furthermore, over here, it’s out of pocket and is very expensive, and I acknowledge that it may be simply beyond the reach of a lot of cancer patients. It costs so much because it’s not FDA approved. I’ve written and testified to the FDA about it. I’ve been beating a drum that we really need.

Now, I will tell people who are considering this vaccine that in Japan, it costs about one fifth of what it costs here. So take that for what it’s worth.

Lifestyle changes

As I sit here today, I am cancer free, at least for now. And you might ask, why is that? Well, I can’t tell you. It might have been the chemo, having had surgery at the exact right time, or metabolic factors. It was no doubt partly lifestyle changes.

I had to say to myself, what could I improve in my life that would make my body as inhospitable as possible to a cancer cell? And I made major, major changes. 

Firstly, my diet is much different now than it used to be. It is as anti cancer diet as they come. 

I was a vegan for five years before my diagnosis, which I thought was the healthiest diet you could possibly have. What I have since discovered is that it is not.

To get enough calories, given my exercise schedule, I just had to eat too much processed carbs and sugar. In retrospect, I see that I had the exact diet you would have if you were trying to get sick. I was just flooding my body with too little protein, too little fat and too little plant based whole foods and too much processed carbs.

Now that I wear a blood glucose monitor, I can see what they do to your body. And so I had to change. I’m not keto, but I am low carb. 

So I keep my protein high so I can keep my muscle lean muscle mass high. And then fats. I’ve kind of shifted from saturated fats to healthier fats, the monounsaturated, polyunsaturated fats. No sugar, no alcohol, no processed carbs, very little red meat. Very little processed meat. 

I eat so many vegetables, a lot of fiber, a lot of things good for the microbiome, sprouts for sulforaphane, stuff like that. Citrus, lemons, though not oranges. They’re a little too sugary for me. 

I exercise a lot because that is probably the number one thing. Heavy exercise, studies show, reduces the risk of cancer recurrence by 50%. 

And then there’s supplements. There’s cortisol. There’s sauna heat therapy. I learned in Japan that it creates heat shock proteins that a normal cell can manage just fine. But a heat shock protein to a cancer cell completely messes it up and maybe makes it visible to your immune system, or maybe just kills it through mechanical stress. 

I’ve really gotten into cold therapy, cold water, ice baths.In the wintertime, I’ll go run in the snow with just my running shorts on as long as I can stand it. I think the cold therapy has made my immune system a lot stronger than it was. And it also increased the brown fat in my body. And I’ve got the DEXA scans to back that up, and that has reduced my blood glucose, which means that it’s less likely that these sugar hungry cancer cells are going to get all the nutrition that they want.

… don’t lose hope. Because everything is moving so quickly.

Words of Advice

Firstly, being your own advocate is super important and you just have to be assertive about this. That’s hard for a lot of cancer patients. It’s hard to demand that your doctor do stuff when they’re the expert–what do you know? But you’ve just got to be your own advocate and you have to self educate. 

Number two is, if you do standard of care treatment, you’re going to get a standard of care result. And that’s all those bad statistics you’re looking at. Those are all standard of care statistics. You’ve got to be willing to go a little further than that. 

And then the third thing is don’t lose hope. Because everything is moving so quickly.

Finally, it’s become obvious to me that our solution to cancer is not going to come from our traditional sources: big pharma, big government, public companies that have shareholders to report to. It’s going to come from the people I work with, startups.

We need companies that are willing to swing for the fences and try something big and bold and novel.

I really believe that the big, disruptive, game-changing cancer cure is going to come from my people, the startup community.


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Rachel’s Stage 4 Hodgkin Lymphoma Story

Rachel’s Stage 4 Hodgkin Lymphoma Story

Interviewed by: Alexis Moberger
Edited by: Chris Sanchez

Rachel was diagnosed with Stage 4 Hodgkin lymphoma at age 44. After initial misdiagnosis including eczema and other conditions, her symptoms progressed and her cancer was finally diagnosed correctly. She was initially hesitant to undergo chemotherapy, but upon learning that she would have approximately 6 months to live without it, and after consulting her family and other specialists, she agreed to undergo treatment. She was then put on chemotherapy for 6 months.

Rachel is from Almondsbury in the UK. Having been trained in musical theater, she has taught singing and drama in theater schools and has run her own business teaching singing for the better part of a decade.

Rachel’s cancer is now in remission. She shares her story with us–including her key challenges, frustrations, and struggles, and some important lessons and takeaways–in the hope that other cancer patients can benefit from and be inspired by her experience.

In addition to Rachel’s narrative, The Patient Story offers a diverse collection of Hodgkin lymphoma stories. These empowering stories provide real-life experiences, valuable insights, and perspectives on symptoms, diagnosis, and treatment options for cancer.


  • Name: Rachel E.
  • Diagnosis:
  • Staging:
    • Stage 4
  • Symptoms:
    • Extremely itchy rashes
    • Nausea 
    • Nosebleeds 
    • Severe fatigue
  • Treatment:
Rachel E. timeline

This interview has been edited for clarity. This is not medical advice. Please consult with your healthcare provider to make treatment decisions.



I feel really positive. Because I’ve realized that my life was saved for a reason. And that starts with getting my story out there.

Pre-diagnosis

History of Illness

Long before my diagnosis, I was ill for quite a while, and I suspect that I may actually have had cancer even then. 

In my 20s and 30s, I was a lot heavier. Over the years, I started to lose weight very gradually and very subtly. Since everybody knows that middle-aged women tend to gain weight as they get older rather than the reverse, this was a bit of a red flag. 

I have a son. When I was pregnant with him back then, I was really ill. I had obstetric cholestasis. I found out through research that pregnant women who have obstetric status in pregnancy are at greater risk of developing cancer. 

At the time, I also experienced severe nausea and terrible itching on my palms, the soles of my feet, and so on. I was induced and my son was born early because there was a risk of stillbirth. After giving birth, I lost a lot of weight quite quickly—and I do know that a lot of women take a while to regain their shape after giving birth.

Aside from my experience during pregnancy, I was always suffering from diseases like respiratory tract infections—tonsillitis, bronchitis, a whole heap of stuff—one after the other. Whatever was going around, I caught it. 

Initial Symptoms

I knew that something was really, really wrong in the spring of 2020. 

I developed a rash on my arm and I went to see the doctors. But COVID had just arrived and the doctors had far more interesting things to deal with. 

My frustration was mounting because I knew that there was something really, really wrong and no one can get to the bottom of it.

Diagnosis

First Appointments, Misdiagnoses, and Progression

The doctors said it was eczema and I said I didn’t get eczema that way, but they insisted. 

The rash went away, but in the spring of 2022, it returned with a vengeance. It was worse than before. The rash was so extreme that I broke the skin several times by scratching and it kept me up at night. Yet they kept saying it was eczema. 

I also suffered from dizziness and nosebleeds on various occasions. Dizziness while putting my washing out on the line, staying in the kitchen, and other times; recurring nosebleeds that may have coincided with my menstrual cycle and even took place around the time I miscarried.

One lump turned to 2 then 3 then 4, and before I knew it, my legs were all covered in lumps. My rash had spread to cover the whole of my body save for my face. It was so intensely itchy that I couldn’t sleep and had to keep spreading cooling cream on myself.

The doctor suspected that I had tuberculosis or an autoimmune condition and sent me to have a chest X-ray. I was thinking he was going completely down the wrong path, but at this point, I was absolutely desperate so I agreed.

Getting the Correct Diagnosis

I didn’t think the chest X-ray would reveal anything, but it actually showed a shadow on my lungs. 

I was fast-tracked to hematology where I was sent for a CT scan, which revealed that the lymph nodes in my chest and neck were swollen. 

A needle biopsy of one of the lymph nodes came back as what they thought was stage 3 Hodgkin’s lymphoma. 

Finally, the doctors ordered a full body PET scan, which revealed that what I actually had was stage 4 Hodgkin’s lymphoma and that it had started to creep into the edge of my lungs.

I asked the doctor about chemotherapy. Life had been pretty rubbish up to this point and I was on the fence about whether to take it or not. If I didn’t take the chemo, I asked him how long I had. He said six months.

Treatment

Considerations

I behaved a little bit like a child when I got the diagnosis. I felt completely boxed into a corner like I had no options aside from either chemo or death. What I did know about chemo scared the living daylights out of me.

I didn’t want to lose my hair. I’ve always had really good hair and I’d literally die rather than lose my hair.

There was also fertility. I’m really, really grateful for my son, but I’ve always longed for another child. I’ve suffered two miscarriages. I don’t qualify for egg freezing because in the UK, if you have one child, you’re already a parent and are automatically disqualified from egg freezing.

I talked it through a lot with my husband, my sister-in-law, a psychologist, nutritionist, physiotherapist, and clinical nurse specialists and decided to get on with it, even though my first session on October 4, 2022, very sadly coincided with my parents’ golden wedding anniversary.

I behaved a little bit like a child when I got the diagnosis. I felt completely boxed into a corner, like I had no options aside from either chemo or death.

ABVD Chemotherapy and Medicines

My chemotherapy was a cycle made up of two lots of infusions.

My treatment took place every two weeks. I would go in and have these IV medicines put in my PICC line then I would have my chemo on the same day as well. My first chemo session was made up of the PICC line going in and my first lot of chemo. 

My sessions were once every two weeks for six months. Every other week, I would have a pre-chemo appointment to make sure that I was well enough to undergo treatment.

By the way, it wasn’t just IV drugs. Every day I had to take medicine at home as well. I used to load my pill box and take pills at home: steroids, dexamethasone, and then antivirals, acyclovir.

Side Effects of Chemotherapy

I had loads of side effects. The doctor said I had pretty much every side effect under the sun.

The first time was the worst, definitely. I started feeling unwell in the chemo chair. When I got home, it knocked me out. For days afterward, my self-care went downhill. I didn’t have enough energy to do anything apart from go to the toilet and brush my teeth—and even that felt like climbing a mountain.

I felt very, very cold when the chemo went in. My whole body was really, really cold. I immediately started bloating like a balloon. I could feel my stomach swelling when the IV drugs were going in. I also immediately started feeling quite nauseous. 

I would come home after treatment, change into my pajamas, and get into bed feeling very nauseous and very bloated. I’d have a lot of stomach pain, and I’d lie there and wait for it to ease off and get a little bit better.

I’d have a lot of little pain in my legs, like a burning sensation, from fatigue. My legs would sort of give way on me. I literally felt like, How on earth am I going to get to bed? The fatigue was just insane.

I’d wake up in the morning and feel really thirsty straight away. I suffered from hemorrhoids, constipation, ulcers, cuts, and angular colitis. Cuts at the corner of my mouth. The hemorrhoid pain was absolutely the worst. 

All that being said, I’d never been hospitalized or even had a temperature.

Dealing With the Side Effects

Soup, fresh air, and hugs helped with the side effects. Basically, distracting myself, like with things to watch. A lot of comfort-watching—whatever made me feel good. Whatever was funny, lighthearted, or anything familiar. 

It was literally pure survival mode, anything just to get me through.

Remission

Apart from the side effects, everything went amazingly well in terms of progress. 

Two cycles in, I had a PET scan that showed that I’d had a complete metabolic response. The doctors said, “We couldn’t ask for better than that.”

Everything in me wanted to stop. Surely I’m cured. But they said it doesn’t really work that way so I had to undergo about four more months of chemo.

Eventually, at the end of the chemotherapy, about six weeks after it stopped, I had another PET scan that showed that I’d had a complete response. 

All the scans after chemo showed the best possible results.

Hang in there. Be patient because your emotions do catch up. Just give them time.

Processing the News

When I was told I had the all-clear, I didn’t feel a single emotion. I didn’t feel shocked, sad, confused—not even happy. It wasn’t as if I’d reached the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. 

I think it was like that for different reasons. My life had been a struggle before I was a cancer patient and now that my cancer’s been dealt with, all my concerns were still there. I had to step back into it and continue with it.

Eventually, I felt really bad and guilty about this because there are people out there who want to live. I felt guilty that I didn’t feel happy.

I called the UK cancer charity Macmillan and asked for advice. I said, “Is how I feel normal?”

The lady I spoke with was ever so kind. She said, “You’re perfectly within your rights to feel exactly what you’re feeling. No judgment. No guilt. Whatever you’re feeling, even if you’re feeling nothing, that’s completely okay.” It was really lovely to connect with someone and hear those words.

I also found that having access to mental health services was absolutely necessary in terms of processing and moving forward. I had access to a psychologist through the UK National Health System. We determined that not everything that I talked about was related to cancer. 

There were things we worked through that were issues before I had cancer, as well as those that will happen in the future. Honestly, I don’t think that my mental health would be in a good state right now if I hadn’t had access to a mental health professional.

Now, I feel really positive. Because I’ve realized that my life was saved for a reason. And that starts with getting my story out there.

Although initially, I wanted to look into medical negligence. I do believe my cancer could have been found years earlier with all my recurrent illnesses. I made a formal complaint in terms of the very late diagnosis of my cancer. I do plan to tell my story as well as complain. Now the complaint’s been dealt with.

Cancer is a life-changing experience. I’ve heard it said that if you have cancer, you’re never the same person you were before.

I think that if you have cancer and you’re still here to tell the tale, you’re still here for a reason. 

Realizations and Takeaways

To cancer patients and caregivers who may also be feeling numb like I did, I’d say, hang in there. Be patient because your emotions do catch up. Just give them time.

I also want to say that my faith helped me. I’m a Christian and I feel that it’s as if God had His hand over the cancer, hovering over the edge of my lungs, and caught it before it could enter a major organ. Now I can say that it was not my time to go, even though I felt it had been my time for a long time.

Your body is incredibly clever at telling you that something is wrong. I knew the rash was not eczema. I knew something was really out of balance and I shouldn’t leave it alone. If I had left it alone, I wouldn’t be here today.

I kept going back to the doctor because intuitively, I knew something was wrong. I think the body tells you before the brain does, and the brain catches up. It’s just that we don’t really stop to listen.

Cancer is a life-changing experience. I’ve heard it said that if you have cancer, you’re never the same person you were before. I feel like I had a near-death experience insofar as if my cancer hadn’t been found, I would have died. I think that if you have cancer and you’re still here to tell the tale, you’re still here for a reason. 

It’s a chance to regroup, to really look at your values, what’s important to you, and what you want your future to look like, considering you nearly didn’t have a future. What is really important and what isn’t so important: family, life, work, and faith.


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Palbociclib Side Effects

Palbociclib Side Effects & Patient Stories

Palbociclib isn’t a traditional form of chemotherapy. It’s a targeted therapy that must be taken in combination with certain hormonal therapies like aromatase inhibitors and fulvestrant and which is aimed at specific kinds of breast cancer cells.

Palbociclib, commercially known as IBRANCE, is a treatment for a specific kind of metastatic breast cancer, or breast cancer that has already spread to other parts of the body, known as HR+/HER2- mBC. Palbociclib may be able to renew patients’ hope and offer them a greater sense of possibility.

Are you a HR+/HER2- mBC patient who is considering taking palbociclib, or is about to start taking it? In this article, we provide key information about palbociclib to help you and other patients prepare to take this therapy, including what to tell your doctor before you begin; also tell you about the side effects you might experience when taking it; and provide links to a couple of real-life patient experiences shared by patients who have used palbociclib as part of their cancer treatment.

What is palbociclib, and what is it used for?

Palbociclib is a kind of cancer medicine called a CDK 4/6 inhibitor that’s prescribed for a specific type of metastatic breast cancer known as HR+/HER2- mBC. Pfizer, IBRANCE manufacturer, describes it as a “first-of-its-kind treatment” for patients with this kind of cancer.

Is palbociclib chemotherapy?

Palbociclib isn’t a traditional form of chemotherapy. It’s a targeted therapy that must be taken in combination with certain hormonal therapies like aromatase inhibitors and fulvestrant and which is aimed at specific kinds of breast cancer cells.

“My first line of treatment in 2017 was IBRANCE, which was approved by the FDA in 2015. I was able to be on a medication that had just recently been approved by the FDA, which is huge.   That line or that class of drugs, the CDK4/6 inhibitors, has really changed the landscape of breast cancer. Starting in 2015 with IBRANCE, and then there’s now a fourth one that’s being added to that class. People are living a whole lot longer with far less side effects.”

Abigail, Stage 4 Metastatic Breast Cancer

What are CDK 4/6 inhibitors?

CDK 4/6 inhibitors are cancer treatments that disrupt how breast cancer cells divide and multiply. To do so, these treatments target specific proteins called cyclin-dependent kinases 4 and 6, or CDK 4/6 for short. 

CDK 4/6 proteins are found in both healthy cells and cancer cells, and control how quickly these cells grow and divide. In breast cancer, these proteins can cause cancer cells to grow and divide wildly. CDK 4/6 inhibitors target these proteins with the aim of slowing down or even stopping cancer cells growth altogether. This is why palbociclib and the other CDK 4/6 inhibitors, KISQUALI (ribociclib) and VERZENIO (abemaciclib), are known as targeted therapies.

How and when is palbociclib used?

Palbociclib is prescribed for hormone-receptor positive (HR+), human epidermal growth factor receptor 2-negative (HER2-) metastatic breast cancer (mBC)—in short, HR+/HER2- mBC. This is the most common subtype of metastatic breast cancer, representing approximately 60% of all breast cancer cases.

The growth of hormone-receptor positive breast cancer cells is supported by one of both of the hormones estrogen or progesterone. And HER2-negative cancers test negative for the HER2 protein, which is another protein that can promote cancer cell growth.

“I’m on a medication called IBRANCE — that’s three weeks on, one week off — and that’s what knocks down my immunity. [Sometimes], I have to take an extra week off because my immunity is too low to continue that one so it’s a little bit of a dance with that one. It’s all working.”

Bethany, Stage 4 Metastatic Breast Cancer

Palbociclib is always prescribed in combination with hormonal therapies such as aromatase inhibitors and fulvestrant. Palbociclib is available in pill form and is taken daily, by mouth and with food. 

Palbociclib is given out in four-week cycles, the last week of which is a week-long break—which means that you’ll need to take it for 21 days straight, followed by a 7-day off-treatment period, to comprise a complete cycle of 28 days.

How much does palbociclib cost?

The cash price for palbociclib, using an online coupon, can be $13,000 to $13,500 for a 21-day supply. Most people won’t be paying this price, though—this is the cash price only, with a discount coupon, and is not valid with insurance plans. The prescription cost may be lower for those who have commercial insurance.

If you’d like to explore getting a copay card or copay assistance, Pfizer can help. The Pfizer Oncology Together Co-Pay Savings Program may help eligible, commercially insured patients save on their out-of-pocket costs. Pfizer Oncology Together can connect patients who are uninsured, underinsured, or have government insurance with resources that may help pay for a prescription.

Palbociclib isn’t currently available in a generic version.

How effective is palbociclib?

Pfizer has shared the results of clinical trials that tested IBRANCE in combination with the aromatase inhibitor letrozole (more than half of the patients involved in the trial saw their tumors shrink in size, versus 44% who took letrozole and a placebo), and in combination with the hormonal therapy fulvestrant (24.6% of these patients saw their tumors shrink vis-a-vis just 10.9% of those who took fulvestrant and a placebo).

What to expect when taking palbociclib

When taking palbociclib, side effects can be expected—some of which are serious. Be sure to share any side effects you may experience with your doctor immediately. Your doctor may interrupt or stop treatment with it completely if any of the symptoms you experience are severe.

Palbociclib side effects

“My first line of treatment after I finished chemo was IBRANCE and letrozole, and I was able to be on that for 2 years. 

“There were very low side effects. Most targeted therapy affects the bone marrow, so we had to watch for low white blood cells, or neutropenia. I was always immunocompromised and having to be careful. The main side effects were the blood counts and some fatigue.”

Abigail, Stage 4 Metastatic Breast Cancer

Palbociclib side effects can include but may not be limited to the following:

  1. Low white blood cell counts (neutropenia) are very common when taking palbociclib and may lead to serious infections. Your white blood cell counts will need to be checked before and during treatment. During treatment, you’ll need to tell your doctor right away if you experience any symptoms of neutropenia or infections such as fever and chills.
  2. Palbociclib may cause lung problems (pneumonitis) stemming from severe inflammation, including chest pain, cough with or without mucus, and trouble breathing or shortness of breath.
  3. Low red blood cell counts and low platelet counts. Make sure to inform your doctor immediately if you bleed or bruise more easily, feel dizzy or weak, and/or experience nosebleeds and shortness of breath while on treatment.
  4. Possible allergic reactions to palbociclib, including hives, difficulty breathing, and swelling of your lips, tongue, face and/or throat.
  5. Fertility problems in male patients.
  6. Tiredness.
  7. Nausea.
  8. Sore mouth.
  9. Abnormalities in liver and blood tests.
  10. Diarrhea.
  11. Hair thinning or hair loss.
  12. Vomiting.
  13. Rashes.
  14. Loss of appetite.

What to tell your doctor or healthcare provider before starting treatment with palbociclib

Before starting treatment, you’ll need to inform your doctor about all your medical conditions, including:

  1. Signs and symptoms of possible infection, such as fever or chills.
  2. Liver or kidney problems.

You’ll also need to tell your doctor if you’re pregnant or planning to get pregnant, or, if you’re male, have a female partner who can get pregnant. Palbociclib can harm unborn babies.

  1. Female patients who can become pregnant will need to take effective birth control for the duration of their treatment and up to three weeks after its final dose.
  2. Male patients with female partners who can become pregnant will need to use effective birth control during treatment and for at least 3 months after taking their final dose.

Lastly, it would be good to determine if you’re allergic to palbociclib before you start taking it.

Foods to avoid while on palbociclib

Do not eat foods containing grapefruit or drink grapefruit juice while on this treatment. According to Pfizer, they may actually increase the amount of palbociclib in your bloodstream.

Stories of patients taking palbociclib

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Sources

About IBRANCE

U.S. Food and Drug Administration (FDA) 

BreastCancer.org

National Cancer Institute (NIH)

The Mayo Clinic

MedlinePlus

Drugs.com

OncLive