One of the hardest aspects for Madison with Hodgkin lymphoma treatment side effects was losing her hair. Although she had anticipated this side effect, she found it more emotionally difficult than she had expected. Cutting her hair and watching it fall out left her feeling unrecognizable and insecure, particularly as her peers made comments, both in person and online, about her appearance. Wearing head wraps to school helped, but the changes in her appearance took a toll on her self-esteem.

Despite the physical and emotional strain, Madison found comfort and strength in her family, especially her mother, who became her closest support. Over time, as her treatment progressed and scans showed no evidence of disease (NED), her outlook improved, and she began to regain a sense of hope. She finished 4 cycles of chemotherapy and then underwent radiation (proton therapy) for 14 days, finding it easier to manage than chemotherapy, although it still came with its own side effects.

The experience left a lasting impact on Madison’s mental health, particularly as she returned to school and tried to reintegrate into normal teenage life while still facing the challenges of being in remission. She became more empathetic and motivated to help others, deciding to pursue a career in nursing after seeing firsthand the impact nurses had on her care.

Madison is now in remission from her Hodgkin lymphoma, and while she acknowledges that her experience with cancer will always be a part of her life, she has moved forward, attending Florida State University, enjoying college life, and advocating for cancer awareness.