Jamie’s Stage 1 Papillary Thyroid Cancer Story

Jamie shares her stage 1 papillary thyroid cancer story, undergoing a total thyroidectomy, radioactive iodine treatment, and taking hormone replacement therapy indefinitely (Synthroid).

In her story, Jamie also explores how she dealt with quality of life issues, including what support was the most helpful for her, dealing with the guilt of having a so-called “good cancer,” and the experience of being an adolescent young adult (AYA) cancer patient. Thanks, Jamie!

Just stay positive. Let people in that are going to be there for you because it helps to talk, it helps to cry, it helps to laugh, just take it all in and realize that whatever happens, you’re going to be okay.

Jamie K.

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This interview has been edited for clarity. This is not medical advice. Please consult with your healthcare provider for treatment decisions.

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Diagnosis

What were the first symptoms

I did occasionally have a hard time swallowing things for the last eight months. Just certain things here and there will be difficult to swallow.

I actually didn’t know anything was wrong. I was just in November having coffee at the table with my mom and my aunt, just waiting for my cousin to call. I was just about to ask her to be my maid of honor and my mom noticed a lump on my neck. So I called the doctor immediately.

I guess I never noticed because I’m usually in a rush in the morning to get to work, looking in my makeup mirror, and I can’t really see my lower part of my neck in the mirror.

The angle my mom was sitting at, she noticed and you could see it more when I would swallow, but I looked in the mirror right away and I’m like, “Oh my God. You’re right.”

It was right in the middle, below the Adam’s apple, and that’s another thing. Women don’t think they have Adam’s apples, but we still do. I tried to call the doctor. It was later on a Saturday and they were closed. They called me back that Monday and I got in right away.

I knew when it didn’t go away and I still had a lot of pain that it’s probably something I should tell, so I told him then and he seemed more concerned about that first. He said,  I’m gonna send you for endoscopy and colonoscopy.

Then when he got close to my neck, he’s like, “See my Adam’s apple? Everybody has this.” Then he got close to my neck and felt it and he’s like, “Yeah, you’re right. We better send you for an ultrasound.”

Describe the ultrasound

I went for the ultrasound on my neck at the hospital. It’s just a tech who puts the ultrasound gel on the neck and moves the wand around.

They can’t tell you anything, so of course you’re laying there wondering what the heck is going on or what the results are, because you know they kind of know, but they can’t tell you. I was nervous, but no pain or anything involved.

I was freaking out but then I went in. Everybody was so nice. I got my IV in my hand. I don’t know why I was so nervous about that, because it was honestly nothing.

I was in and out, no problem. It was literally nothing to worry about at all.

The prep the night before, where you had to drink magnesium nitrate, was the worst part. But the procedure was nothing to be worried about.

How long did it take to get the endoscopy and colonoscopy results

The colonoscopy they told me that I would find out in three days and I believe I had it done on a Tuesday, so I thought I would find out by Thursday, and they didn’t end up calling me back til the following week, so I was freaking out about that.

The endoscopy showed I had a hiatal hernia and then the colonoscopy showed internal hemorrhoids, but they say thyroid stuff can cause constipation. I’d say over the last few years I’ve had that and I’ve had trouble. I’m a pretty healthy person. I exercise a lot and eat healthy and I wasn’t losing weight.

Your primary care physician sent you to a specialist

He was the primary doctor so he didn’t know a ton about the thyroid. He sent me to somebody who specializes in all of that, the surgeon, who I went and saw two weeks later. Then I got the needle biopsy aspiration done in the office.

How long did it take to get results from the biopsy

I had that done on a Wednesday. He said, “You might not hear from me til next week, because it’s the weekend and we’re not here. I don’t know how quick we’ll get it from pathology.”

He ended up calling me on Friday so I only waited a few days, but I was walking into my primary care doctor’s office. As I was pulling his door open, my phone was ringing and it was the surgeon calling me to tell me that it came back as papillary thyroid carcinoma.

Describe the moment you got the actual diagnosis

I think my stomach dropped. At first, I thought all the worst thoughts that I probably shouldn’t have thought. I was thinking, “Oh my God! I’m getting married this year. I’m going to have this scar on my neck. I’m going to get fat.”

All these things that don’t even bother me now.

I cried. I called my mom and fiancé right away. They were on their way there, because I told them, “Don’t come with me. This appointment is just to go over my blood work. It’s gonna be nothing.” And then sure enough, the doctor calls when I’m there.

They rushed to the doctor’s office. The surgeon knew my primary care doctor so he knew I was there. Right when I got off the phone with him, he calls my doctor to explain everything to him. Then he set up my surgery right there on the phone with me.

I had to get through the holidays and everything. So that was pretty stressful, having it on my mind. I just wanted to get it over with.

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Did you get a second opinion

No, just because I know my primary care doctor very well. Before this, I spent a lot of time getting to know him because my grandpa had passed away in April. He was in and out of the hospital and nursing home for rehab for six months.

I was at the hospital every day and this was his doctor. So I trusted him and he knew this guy really well and just the research I did, I just knew it was the smartest thing to do.

How was your hospital

It’s called Palos Community Hospital, in the suburbs close to me. It’s a decent-size hospital. It’s not like the ones downtown Chicago, that big.

I didn’t have any problems with this hospital. This was where I grew up going. Any time my grandparents have been ill, this is just where I’ve gone.

How was your medical team

I pretty much dealt with the surgeon mostly. He sat there and took his time with me, went over every little thing with me and my family also. He was great.

Also, the day of the surgery, the anesthesiologist, she was amazing. She sat there and talked to me for 15 minutes and explained everything to me. The nurses were great. I had a really good experience.

I got up early and was at the hospital before six in the morning.  Went over paperwork. They got me back into a room, talked to my family, explained what was going to happen, and then they brought me back to the OR.

They explained when they started to give the anesthetic, they said when they start walking me down the hall, I’m going to start to feel a little sleepy, and that I probably won’t remember too much but waking up in the recovery room.

Describe the thyroidectomy

I was completely out. It was almost a four hour surgery.

During surgery, he actually took out part of my thyroid first, and then he waited 20 minutes and he went back. It came back that it was for sure cancer again, and there was a positive lymph node below the tumor, so he’s like, “I’m not messing around. We’re taking out this whole thing. We don’t need it to come back or anything in a few years.” So at first, he was thinking about maybe trying to save it.

I don’t remember anything. I remember getting into the OR, and they transferred me onto a different table, and that’s all I remember.

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Were there side effects after the thyroidectomy

I’m very sensitive to medicine and any of that stuff. I remember hearing the voice of my primary care doctor because he wanted to make sure he was there when I was out in recovery. I remember saying to the nurse, “Was that the doctor?” She was like, “Yeah, that was him.”

So, I vaguely remember seeing my doctor. Then there was horrible dry mouth, so bad, and the worst sore throat ever but I was so out of it. Then they wheeled me to recovery.

My mom and my fiancé were there, and then the doctor, the surgeon came and checked on me, and I was just really out of it for quite some time.

But I was very messed up from the anesthesia. I was kind of mean the first day. I was just really short-tempered, cranky, and everything felt really foggy, and I felt very stiff. I wasn’t really in pain, but I felt really stiff.

The pain was the terrible sore throat. It just was an extreme dryness. It kind of just felt like there was glass in your throat. It hurt to swallow. I mean, I’ve never had strep throat or anything before, so may be that might be worse. I’m not sure, but this was pretty intense.

Honestly out of all of it, that was the worst part. Then it subsided, and I just felt, just really stiff, and just really tired and out of it for a long time.

Did you have to take time off work for the surgery

I just took off work for almost two weeks after the surgery. I had my surgery on a Tuesday and then the following Wednesday I had my post-op appointment.

I was planning to go off to work that Thursday because I thought maybe I would be okay to go back in a week.

Synthroid side effects

There’s not really side effects to the pill. I know a lot of people think, “Oh, when your thyroid comes out, you’re going to gain weight,” or, “Is this pill going to make me gain weight?”

My doctors have both told me, “You’re not going to gain weight unless you’re just going to sit at home and be depressed and not move and start eating a bunch of junk. It’s not going to happen to you.”

I’ve had no side effects at all from it.

I just went and saw the surgeon yesterday, and he checked all my blood work and my six-week post op, and all my levels are perfect. I didn’t have to adjust my medicine.

Radioactive Iodine Treatment

Why did your doctor decide to prescribe radioactive iodine treatment after a successful surgery

Some surgeons would say, “Oh, you don’t even have to do radioactive iodine,” but my doctor doesn’t want to take any chances. Even though he took all the cancer out, there could be microscopic cancer there still since there was a positive lymph node.

He wanted to do this to make sure it’s all gone and I don’t have any recurrences. At first I was really nervous thinking about doing all this, but I totally agree with him. I don’t need this to come back, I need to just knock it out and be done with it.

Quality of Life

Did you have to advocate for yourself during treatment

No. I honestly have had really good experiences with my surgeon. He’s a young guy and I think he has so much passion for what he does and is so into it and so smart, I felt so good in his hands.

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I made that page and I’ve had girls reach out to me from all over the world that are going through the same thing and say I inspire them with my positive attitude. It just makes me feel really good.

Were there any surprises during this experience

I was kind of surprised when I found out I needed to have radiation. That was a surprise. In the beginning, I think even my surgeon thought that this was going to be nothing and I think he was a little surprised too when it came back as the cancer. So we were all a little surprised.

What type of support was the most helpful

I actually don’t live with my fiance yet. I moved back with my mom and it’s just me and my mom but he was over all the time and my mom actually took a couple days off of work when I first had surgery.

She meal prepped all this food for me that was softer for me to eat and was getting me my medication. They were both helping me a lot so it was really nice.

After Day Two, I was able to get up and fend for myself but I was just more comfortable being in bed, I didn’t feel well.

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The guilt of having a “good” cancer

I ran into my mom’s friend at the gym last week and just two years ago she had a double mastectomy and she’s like, “Oh my God, how are you doing? Your mom told me about you.”

Honestly I didn’t feel comfortable talking about myself because I’m like, she’s gone through this and I feel like I’m just going through thyroid cancer. I just felt bad talking about myself.

I talked to my doctor about this and he’s like, “Do not feel bad. I’m going to be honest with you, yeah everybody says that this is a good cancer to have if you’re going to have one but Jamie, you still have cancer.

That’s a lot for the mind to process and your surgery was just as long as if not longer than having a mastectomy. You went through a lot so don’t think that. Yes there’s different things they think of with that like their womanhood and things like that but you went through just as much. Don’t feel bad talking about it, you’ve gone through a lot and it’s okay.”

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